Believe or not

There are always lots of choices in life.

I can choose to be happy but why am i always choosing sad?

I can choose to believe but why am i always choosing not to believe?

I can choose to haf positive thinking but why am i always choosing negative?

I can choose to believe that he wouldn't change but why am i always believe that he would change.

I shld haf believe tat not all guys are so dam horrible like the previous 1.

I shld haf believe that the 1 tat i chosen will be the 1.

I shld haf believe to believe in myself.

I wish it still not too late to noe all this.

It all in the mind!..