Rubbish Bin

Today I gng to treat my this post as a place tat I throw all my anger n complain into here. So it shall be a rubbish bin post.

I dun feel good. My work load is getting more n more n more face is getting more n more black. I reali dun like my work place. But I can't be selfish to think abt myself. If I quit this time it will be a hard time finding a new job that can offer the pay I am getting now. My family need me to give them money every month. I just feel tat wadever I do it just can't ease the stress tat I am having now.

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Soon my bday is coming is like onli few month away but i just wish tat it will nv come at all. During teenage time I onli hope tat I can be 21 asap. BUT I nv though of after 21 wad it will be like..(maybe abit but not so detail) Silly right. Soon got to plan this n tat. does human got to face all this, Marriage, family, love, children, work all this??. Find the right person. So who is the right person. Where can I find it. Who noe when year pass by it become a wrong person. Den wad can I do?..ppl do change!?!

I wish I can go somewhere far with no worries at all...