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haha...bloggering at this hrs it like so weird..sitting down at bowling center somemore...lol...wif a laptop less den 20%...haahaaa...but still i think it is a very fun things becoz at least i can surf NET!...one more week n i can get my Internet access back at home...wahahahaaa

I haf being thinking abt it for the past weeks. Wad will I be achieving this year?
I achieve alot of things last yrs, such as graduated from tp, get my driving licence,open a 21st bday chalet. ENDED A LOUSY R/S...hahaa

But wad abt this year??? It already gng to be mid year soon n yet I haven't achieve anythings yet. But i will look forward to it. Maybe few months later I might achieve something...wahahha...who noe right..

alright stop here I gng to watch someone bowling...wahahaha

upload pictures soon...=)

*REJECTED*

I rejected 2 person today.. I make myself clear to them i prefer them as my fren..

Guilty.. Did I somehw give them the wrong idea that they think I like them? I guess I lost 2 guys fren again..=(

!HOT WEATHER!


Oh man nowadays the weather is so unbearable man! Even though working in office but still when i step out of the building i feel drying up soon..-_-"

Today I found something very interesting. It is my name but it doesn't look like my name at all. WEIRD!




It is written in those olden days character!
But nw they wrote it as 张洁迎 with less stroke
wad a great difference for the center word.LOL

i haf yet to take pictures from jacin,tesa, jiahui and meiling for my bday celebration.=)so wait n wait..wahaha..(p.s i am kinda lazy...Oops.)

Soon the guys will finish their 72km walk n able to enjoy the scenery of sexy n pretty ladies in taiwan!. IT IS TOTALLY UNFAIR i wan to see HANDSOME N HOT GUYS TOO...hopefully they r kind enough to take some pictures of guys to let me see !...wahahaa...

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Helo everyone...LOL...Jacin being asking me to update...but due to my old computer that always giving me sickness problem...I can't reali update...currently using my bro computer...LOL

oh well....LOTS of updatessss....

Outing wif frens
My 22nd bday celebration....

hahaa....Zz is currently at TAIWAN doing his training will be back at 1st of may...hope to meet up soon wif the rest...n OTL N XY wanted to go ZOO instead of SCIENCE CENTER...hahaa...anyway will discuss wif ESTHER THE PLANNER AGAIN>.<

OTL say ZOO just renovate and i ask when he told us is 2 years ago...I almost feel like throwing him bread as we were having dinner at cafe catel...LOL


alright shall stop here....

*WEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Hi my dearest frenss..It being quite sometime I last blog.. But those mix wif me sure will noe wad is gng on.Today shall blog abt pictures and some thought..wahahaaa

Spend my chu 2 at zz house around in the evening for awhile..den he book in...wahahaa....

Random thought.

I didn't noe I cost so much trouble for zz. Even though he say nvm all this ask me not to worry all this but still I feel very bad abt it that somehw he is being drag into the pictures of me n HT. haiz. Ht stuff is totally a failure omg shld not be together in the 1st place can. When I look back I keep on asking myself hw I manage to survive this 3 years lo. I must be a zombie.But still my frens help me way tooo much man...without them I guess I will be breakdown totally.

Upon knowing the main reason from a trusted fren. I know it time for me to reali give up all hope totally of asking u why. I am just very glad tat I have nv prom u abt it if not it will be so embarrassing n upset TOTALLY. I shld have guess it right from the beginning. But still I find all reasons to cover it up. I am just so silly.Anyway it reali over. I shld move on long time ago..

Update soon!!!...

~ying~

I lost feel of blogging abt my though becoz I dunnoe where to start n wad to say.

I look forward to my next new love =) (maybe it might take quite sometime but jacin say tat u got to believe tat fairy tales does still exist so tat it will happen..)

I do wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!...=)

Rubbish Bin

Today I gng to treat my this post as a place tat I throw all my anger n complain into here. So it shall be a rubbish bin post.

I dun feel good. My work load is getting more n more n more face is getting more n more black. I reali dun like my work place. But I can't be selfish to think abt myself. If I quit this time it will be a hard time finding a new job that can offer the pay I am getting now. My family need me to give them money every month. I just feel tat wadever I do it just can't ease the stress tat I am having now.

aiyer~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Soon my bday is coming is like onli few month away but i just wish tat it will nv come at all. During teenage time I onli hope tat I can be 21 asap. BUT I nv though of after 21 wad it will be like..(maybe abit but not so detail) Silly right. Soon got to plan this n tat. does human got to face all this, Marriage, family, love, children, work all this??. Find the right person. So who is the right person. Where can I find it. Who noe when year pass by it become a wrong person. Den wad can I do?..ppl do change!?!

I wish I can go somewhere far with no worries at all...

2009

Ok I noe..My fault, I shld blog earlier.I am just sitting on it..*lazy*=)
New 2009. A new year A new start for everyone.
N a new jie ying.haha..but hw new i want to be leh.

Maybe a better person.
Learn more skills.
Do things tat I like.
Save money for study.
Have more fashion sense.
Be more pretty soon.
Spend more time crazy wif frenss..(family is a must so dun need mention.lol)


N



TRAVEL to oversea, this is wad I always hoping for.BUT NO MONEY!..anyway it need time..Things I can't complete in 2009 it will be carry forward to 2010.wahahaaa

2008 I do have lot of memories tat is........

Attended alot of 21st bday celebration. Organised mine 21st celebration too.
Do acting for zz final year project.
Graduated from TP
Lots of outing wif frens
Buddy went army.
Worked before at SCB n now at UOB
Make new frens at work
Found the blue strip tat I wanted so much
Bought lot of clothing*shake head*
Ended a relationship....*shake headx100000000000*



Hope tat I didn't miss out any of it la...hahaa(i always so forgetful la)
I do hope to be reali better at 2009. More happier more laughter n more better for everything!....
I shall end here..
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!

I FEEL LIKE CUTTING HIM INTO PIECES AND THROW HIM INTO THE FIRE...

*ROAR*


...i am totally hurt ...emoing nw...=(
i will stay strong n get over it asap!...

Times is moving

I know times is moving. I also shld be moving on. But 3 years being together there is sure be alot of memories. Most of the place I went I do haf flash back on him. I know is stupid. But the flash back just come to me. Wad can I do. I also hope tat I can move on as soon as possible. No point thinking of someone u being wif 3 years n in the end told u tat he doesn't love u anymore right.

I reali need to stay strong so tat my fren will not worry for me. Jacin zz meiling esther rachel tesa jason otl c.huiling, Sorry to let u all worry for me so much. I must reali thanks you all reali reali alot..

Jason told me a greedy story when I cried and ask him y ppl greedy.

He told me tat there is once a lady wanted a husband. So she went to the shop tat sell husband, the rule of this shop is when u went up every level u cannot get down. U onli can move up.
She went in the 1st floor. She saw this handsome guy, he have a very good career. She thinks maybe 2nd floor got better choice? Ya she right it does haf. She went up. The guy is Handsome have a good career n loves family. Oh she thinks again. Maybe 3rd floow got better choice. Ya she is also right. It reali very much better den the 2nd floor . Handsome, good career love family n love wife. N again she think tat 4th floor got better. N the moment she went up she saw a ugly fat no hair guy.

Human can be greedy. This is reali very normal tat everyone will greedy but to a certain extend right. I do hope tat I will not be like tat lady to go to shop to buy husband. If reali tat the case I think I reali will be left one the shelves liao..hahaaa...

~~~No more~~~

I am offically not wif heting anymore.
After so many so many fight and argue.
We come to a conclusion to end it.
I reali dunnoe hw to inform ppl yet tat we broke up
so I put it here.

Sorry to let those ppl worry for me when I was wif him.
But i know i will get better soon

I love u all..

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢




你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的
幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


I totally love this song..It reali very meaningful..

~~I FOUND IT~~

OMG...I finally found the 2 things that I wanted so much.

First is the OCEANUS EAU DE TOILETTE from Body Shop, it acutally discountinue in Singapore.

Secondly I found my Swatch Blue strip the previous 1 spoil already....humph....

It reali took me very long to find this blue strip. I can't find in anywhere in Singapore which look exactly the same. They say they not sure when the stock will be coming in to Singapore again for the same design..ANYWAY I FOUND IT ELSE WHERE. Without second though I bought it straight away...hahaa...I was reali happy abt it becoz this watch means so much to me can..!!

*jumping*

I wish i can slp all days..how i wish i can be slightly richer...=(

OUTING WIF THE BIG SISTER!!...

Went out wif Jia hui on sat, she is going JAPAN AGAIN!!...ENVY SIA... Accompany her to get winter wear. She thinks tat wearing winter hat she looks like she having the egg face..hahaa...We actually talk alot on the past & now too...Those were the days...=)

Some random pics of US.

Oh ya on sun. I saw this truck name OTL!! Isn't it jing xian nick name???

"ONG TAO LAN"The name OTL was paste at the forhead of the truck wanted to take picture but I was in the bus can..LOL..>.<...haha.. I think is a company name..haha...

!!I wish I can be more n more happy!!

A POST SPECIALLY DELICATE TO THAT WOMAN!

Ok I know ppl will be saying. Wahlao so old liao still play wad anti this person tat person!..childish la..please grow up.. Ok I know very well myself y i Anti that woman, I reali got my reason.I can't explain to everyone wad izzit abt i dislike her so much..So i choose to wrote it here..People tat r close to me sure will know wad is gng on. She is ok, just that i hate it when she trying to get ppl to pity her, making mi the devil woman tat bully her lor. When I nv, I dun accuse ppl when they didn't do it. No point right, when i dun haf the evidences.

Y in the 1st place she got to tell heting tat I keep in touch wif xy n hx. It reali none of her business right. Even if I does it reali my problem not her. Y can't she bother abt her own problem. So she is telling heting abt all this so tat heting can dun allow me to go out wif my frens?No way man!

Dun act pity in front of other ppl la.. C me in tp faster run off.. Cut the crap man. If u reali didn't say or do anything u don't haf to run away from me.. Dun always think that heting tell mi all this. I do haf frenz that i trusted that update mi.

Esther bday saying that if I dun mind she is there she also dun mind I am there.. So if I mind abt it will u get lost straight away. So it NO right.. Den dun talk onli k.

Oh ya.. she said that I look piss of the moment i c her, and starting saying that i am afraid that she will snatch heting away. Oh please dun think so highly of urself can. If heting reali want to be wif u, I will wrap him up wif a ribbon n pass it to u straight.

Ok I am done wif it..Hahaa..No more abt her. FINALLY I SAID OUT ALL~~~

~~I am so sick~~~

Aiyer y do I get sick during the probation period huh...*cough* *ah chooo*...sickening...

haha..anyway..picss...

Zz pop from tekong..I attended wif his mother..haha..i wrote until as if nobody noe that i attended..*CHEY*

Zz OFFICER SCH!

Zz 21st BDAY!

Meiyan 21st bday!



Meiling 21st bday


Esther & Jacin 21st the photo not yet collected finish..oh ya..esther 21st bday grp photo c liao can *PULLHAIR* sickening..haha...=P

It a very late 1~~

Ok..my fault to update coz i am simply too busy cum tired~~...-__-zZZZ...


1st I must say that I am reali lucky to get a full time job at UOB Bank located at Raffles place before the lehman brother issue.Thanks god! N i say Bye bye to Standard Chartered Bank!..haha...Not onli that after I signed the letter of the offer the 3rd day later they reali stop hiring ppl. That wad my boss said. SO I AM SUPER LUCKY!!!...nextime i shld not complain abt no luck huh..>.< I already started work nearly 1 mth. The working envirnoment over there was ok lo...ppl there not bad..But just that 90% out of my office is WOMAN!! The rest 10% was 30 & above man....omg so sian...hahaa...I enter to a camp too huh...onli get to c younger guy during lunch & go home. =(

Anyway this past few months I haf attended alot of 21st birthday. Meiyan, Zz, Meiling, Esther n JACIN!...Jacin just over, her bday is on 04/11...But zz & esther 1 is at home..so the rest is CHALET...hahaaa

I reali wanted to wish my lovely BEST FREN JACINDA NG SHI HUI HAPPY 21ST BDAY.

May all ur wishes come true. I do hope u love the present i gave it to u...Thank for all the understanding of mi for the past soooo many years. I reali happy that u r always the 1 that understand every single bits of me. Not onli that u always explain to me whenever I am still very stubborn to that deep down inside me the secret. N hear me jealousing ppl..haha...u know wad i mean la...I am very glad that we choose the same secondary. If not we will not come so far n our friendship grow even stronger n stronger. As hard as ROCK!...

N xy too..both jacin n his was just 1 day different!..=)happy bday!


Zz pop from tekong (pics)
Zz bday (pics)
Meiyan (pics)
Meiling bday(pics)
Esther bday(pics)
Jacing bday (pics)

Sorry all got to wait..haha...I love all my FRENS & miss u all too..=)

~~HELLO PEOPLE~~


Hey, I think i have not being blogging for super long time~~...Anyway I renewed my contract for another 6 mths. So while working for anther 6 mths I will be looking out for new job...As i reali hope to be a perm staff instead of a contract staff. They can't promise me that during this coming 6 months I am able to be convert to a perm staff UNLESS I GOT THE LUCK(meaning when ppl quit)!!! n i think I always DUN HAF THE LUCK!!! SAD MAN!!!


Oh welll...I am looking forward to attend ZZ Passing out Parade (P.O.P)..Sound like popping out...haaaa...I will definitely post pictures that i took there...hahaa....


Post more soon!!! =)

I miss everyone of u!!

SORRY!!>.<

Hey guys..I didn;t update in my blog abt my bday party..But i can say that i DID enjoy myself very much even though my mood was being spoil by SOMEONE...but IT Doesn;t AFFECTED EVERYTHING..I am still very happy..I am very thankful for those tat reali come to my chalet...i am very very very HAPPY...I feel so fortunate to have so many wonderful nice funny lovely frenssss...i do miss u all even though we r not studying together anymore...U all will all be kept inside my heart FOREVER!!!..

I had upload all those wonderful pictures in friendster...(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My graduation had just over...we took lot of pictures as well...jacin came to my graduation as well..my mother fathe daddy mummy and my grandmother..heex....I think tat will be the lastime i went back to tp....i start to miss sch days..when i get to chat n haf fun wif my frenzz...not like now...i feel so bore abt my working life...=(....

Graduation pics is also uploaded in friendster..haha

(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My Best GUY fren is going army...=(...all guys got to go through this stage...Even though u can book out...but i can't find u as easy as now..=(...Thanks for ur laughter all this year...i think without u i guess my life will not be sooo wonderful at all!!!...even though i do bully u but still u will still forgive mi..haha...n i am very sorry abt ur hair...but u do look nicer now!...c i nv bluff u tat when it grow back it will be nice...hehee.... THANKS ZZ...=)

I WILL MISS U FOR SURE...=(...

...Another Chapter...

3 years jus pass like tat huh???...It another chapter of my life... It isn't wonderful at all...i slack for few days and i reliase that I need money!!...where to i get to find jobs that suit mi???...i reali dunnoe where i shld head too... Engineering or Business???...Engineering i dunoe wad to work as..While business i can work onli as admin stuff???...I doesn;t want to work sales or customer services..Aiyer..

I reali afraid to find job in internet.I scare that i will click on the wrong job again. Haiz...

Everytime I need to pour all my things to u but u just trying to close urself and try not to know wad i am thinking..