I lost feel of blogging abt my though becoz I dunnoe where to start n wad to say.

I look forward to my next new love =) (maybe it might take quite sometime but jacin say tat u got to believe tat fairy tales does still exist so tat it will happen..)

I do wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!...=)

Rubbish Bin

Today I gng to treat my this post as a place tat I throw all my anger n complain into here. So it shall be a rubbish bin post.

I dun feel good. My work load is getting more n more n more face is getting more n more black. I reali dun like my work place. But I can't be selfish to think abt myself. If I quit this time it will be a hard time finding a new job that can offer the pay I am getting now. My family need me to give them money every month. I just feel tat wadever I do it just can't ease the stress tat I am having now.

aiyer~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Soon my bday is coming is like onli few month away but i just wish tat it will nv come at all. During teenage time I onli hope tat I can be 21 asap. BUT I nv though of after 21 wad it will be like..(maybe abit but not so detail) Silly right. Soon got to plan this n tat. does human got to face all this, Marriage, family, love, children, work all this??. Find the right person. So who is the right person. Where can I find it. Who noe when year pass by it become a wrong person. Den wad can I do?..ppl do change!?!

I wish I can go somewhere far with no worries at all...

2009

Ok I noe..My fault, I shld blog earlier.I am just sitting on it..*lazy*=)
New 2009. A new year A new start for everyone.
N a new jie ying.haha..but hw new i want to be leh.

Maybe a better person.
Learn more skills.
Do things tat I like.
Save money for study.
Have more fashion sense.
Be more pretty soon.
Spend more time crazy wif frenss..(family is a must so dun need mention.lol)


N



TRAVEL to oversea, this is wad I always hoping for.BUT NO MONEY!..anyway it need time..Things I can't complete in 2009 it will be carry forward to 2010.wahahaaa

2008 I do have lot of memories tat is........

Attended alot of 21st bday celebration. Organised mine 21st celebration too.
Do acting for zz final year project.
Graduated from TP
Lots of outing wif frens
Buddy went army.
Worked before at SCB n now at UOB
Make new frens at work
Found the blue strip tat I wanted so much
Bought lot of clothing*shake head*
Ended a relationship....*shake headx100000000000*



Hope tat I didn't miss out any of it la...hahaa(i always so forgetful la)
I do hope to be reali better at 2009. More happier more laughter n more better for everything!....
I shall end here..
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!

I FEEL LIKE CUTTING HIM INTO PIECES AND THROW HIM INTO THE FIRE...

*ROAR*


...i am totally hurt ...emoing nw...=(
i will stay strong n get over it asap!...

Times is moving

I know times is moving. I also shld be moving on. But 3 years being together there is sure be alot of memories. Most of the place I went I do haf flash back on him. I know is stupid. But the flash back just come to me. Wad can I do. I also hope tat I can move on as soon as possible. No point thinking of someone u being wif 3 years n in the end told u tat he doesn't love u anymore right.

I reali need to stay strong so tat my fren will not worry for me. Jacin zz meiling esther rachel tesa jason otl c.huiling, Sorry to let u all worry for me so much. I must reali thanks you all reali reali alot..

Jason told me a greedy story when I cried and ask him y ppl greedy.

He told me tat there is once a lady wanted a husband. So she went to the shop tat sell husband, the rule of this shop is when u went up every level u cannot get down. U onli can move up.
She went in the 1st floor. She saw this handsome guy, he have a very good career. She thinks maybe 2nd floor got better choice? Ya she right it does haf. She went up. The guy is Handsome have a good career n loves family. Oh she thinks again. Maybe 3rd floow got better choice. Ya she is also right. It reali very much better den the 2nd floor . Handsome, good career love family n love wife. N again she think tat 4th floor got better. N the moment she went up she saw a ugly fat no hair guy.

Human can be greedy. This is reali very normal tat everyone will greedy but to a certain extend right. I do hope tat I will not be like tat lady to go to shop to buy husband. If reali tat the case I think I reali will be left one the shelves liao..hahaaa...

~~~No more~~~

I am offically not wif heting anymore.
After so many so many fight and argue.
We come to a conclusion to end it.
I reali dunnoe hw to inform ppl yet tat we broke up
so I put it here.

Sorry to let those ppl worry for me when I was wif him.
But i know i will get better soon

I love u all..

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢




你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的
幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


I totally love this song..It reali very meaningful..

~~I FOUND IT~~

OMG...I finally found the 2 things that I wanted so much.

First is the OCEANUS EAU DE TOILETTE from Body Shop, it acutally discountinue in Singapore.

Secondly I found my Swatch Blue strip the previous 1 spoil already....humph....

It reali took me very long to find this blue strip. I can't find in anywhere in Singapore which look exactly the same. They say they not sure when the stock will be coming in to Singapore again for the same design..ANYWAY I FOUND IT ELSE WHERE. Without second though I bought it straight away...hahaa...I was reali happy abt it becoz this watch means so much to me can..!!

*jumping*

I wish i can slp all days..how i wish i can be slightly richer...=(

OUTING WIF THE BIG SISTER!!...

Went out wif Jia hui on sat, she is going JAPAN AGAIN!!...ENVY SIA... Accompany her to get winter wear. She thinks tat wearing winter hat she looks like she having the egg face..hahaa...We actually talk alot on the past & now too...Those were the days...=)

Some random pics of US.

Oh ya on sun. I saw this truck name OTL!! Isn't it jing xian nick name???

"ONG TAO LAN"The name OTL was paste at the forhead of the truck wanted to take picture but I was in the bus can..LOL..>.<...haha.. I think is a company name..haha...

!!I wish I can be more n more happy!!

A POST SPECIALLY DELICATE TO THAT WOMAN!

Ok I know ppl will be saying. Wahlao so old liao still play wad anti this person tat person!..childish la..please grow up.. Ok I know very well myself y i Anti that woman, I reali got my reason.I can't explain to everyone wad izzit abt i dislike her so much..So i choose to wrote it here..People tat r close to me sure will know wad is gng on. She is ok, just that i hate it when she trying to get ppl to pity her, making mi the devil woman tat bully her lor. When I nv, I dun accuse ppl when they didn't do it. No point right, when i dun haf the evidences.

Y in the 1st place she got to tell heting tat I keep in touch wif xy n hx. It reali none of her business right. Even if I does it reali my problem not her. Y can't she bother abt her own problem. So she is telling heting abt all this so tat heting can dun allow me to go out wif my frens?No way man!

Dun act pity in front of other ppl la.. C me in tp faster run off.. Cut the crap man. If u reali didn't say or do anything u don't haf to run away from me.. Dun always think that heting tell mi all this. I do haf frenz that i trusted that update mi.

Esther bday saying that if I dun mind she is there she also dun mind I am there.. So if I mind abt it will u get lost straight away. So it NO right.. Den dun talk onli k.

Oh ya.. she said that I look piss of the moment i c her, and starting saying that i am afraid that she will snatch heting away. Oh please dun think so highly of urself can. If heting reali want to be wif u, I will wrap him up wif a ribbon n pass it to u straight.

Ok I am done wif it..Hahaa..No more abt her. FINALLY I SAID OUT ALL~~~

~~I am so sick~~~

Aiyer y do I get sick during the probation period huh...*cough* *ah chooo*...sickening...

haha..anyway..picss...

Zz pop from tekong..I attended wif his mother..haha..i wrote until as if nobody noe that i attended..*CHEY*

Zz OFFICER SCH!

Zz 21st BDAY!

Meiyan 21st bday!



Meiling 21st bday


Esther & Jacin 21st the photo not yet collected finish..oh ya..esther 21st bday grp photo c liao can *PULLHAIR* sickening..haha...=P

It a very late 1~~

Ok..my fault to update coz i am simply too busy cum tired~~...-__-zZZZ...


1st I must say that I am reali lucky to get a full time job at UOB Bank located at Raffles place before the lehman brother issue.Thanks god! N i say Bye bye to Standard Chartered Bank!..haha...Not onli that after I signed the letter of the offer the 3rd day later they reali stop hiring ppl. That wad my boss said. SO I AM SUPER LUCKY!!!...nextime i shld not complain abt no luck huh..>.< I already started work nearly 1 mth. The working envirnoment over there was ok lo...ppl there not bad..But just that 90% out of my office is WOMAN!! The rest 10% was 30 & above man....omg so sian...hahaa...I enter to a camp too huh...onli get to c younger guy during lunch & go home. =(

Anyway this past few months I haf attended alot of 21st birthday. Meiyan, Zz, Meiling, Esther n JACIN!...Jacin just over, her bday is on 04/11...But zz & esther 1 is at home..so the rest is CHALET...hahaaa

I reali wanted to wish my lovely BEST FREN JACINDA NG SHI HUI HAPPY 21ST BDAY.

May all ur wishes come true. I do hope u love the present i gave it to u...Thank for all the understanding of mi for the past soooo many years. I reali happy that u r always the 1 that understand every single bits of me. Not onli that u always explain to me whenever I am still very stubborn to that deep down inside me the secret. N hear me jealousing ppl..haha...u know wad i mean la...I am very glad that we choose the same secondary. If not we will not come so far n our friendship grow even stronger n stronger. As hard as ROCK!...

N xy too..both jacin n his was just 1 day different!..=)happy bday!


Zz pop from tekong (pics)
Zz bday (pics)
Meiyan (pics)
Meiling bday(pics)
Esther bday(pics)
Jacing bday (pics)

Sorry all got to wait..haha...I love all my FRENS & miss u all too..=)

~~HELLO PEOPLE~~


Hey, I think i have not being blogging for super long time~~...Anyway I renewed my contract for another 6 mths. So while working for anther 6 mths I will be looking out for new job...As i reali hope to be a perm staff instead of a contract staff. They can't promise me that during this coming 6 months I am able to be convert to a perm staff UNLESS I GOT THE LUCK(meaning when ppl quit)!!! n i think I always DUN HAF THE LUCK!!! SAD MAN!!!


Oh welll...I am looking forward to attend ZZ Passing out Parade (P.O.P)..Sound like popping out...haaaa...I will definitely post pictures that i took there...hahaa....


Post more soon!!! =)

I miss everyone of u!!

SORRY!!>.<

Hey guys..I didn;t update in my blog abt my bday party..But i can say that i DID enjoy myself very much even though my mood was being spoil by SOMEONE...but IT Doesn;t AFFECTED EVERYTHING..I am still very happy..I am very thankful for those tat reali come to my chalet...i am very very very HAPPY...I feel so fortunate to have so many wonderful nice funny lovely frenssss...i do miss u all even though we r not studying together anymore...U all will all be kept inside my heart FOREVER!!!..

I had upload all those wonderful pictures in friendster...(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My graduation had just over...we took lot of pictures as well...jacin came to my graduation as well..my mother fathe daddy mummy and my grandmother..heex....I think tat will be the lastime i went back to tp....i start to miss sch days..when i get to chat n haf fun wif my frenzz...not like now...i feel so bore abt my working life...=(....

Graduation pics is also uploaded in friendster..haha

(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My Best GUY fren is going army...=(...all guys got to go through this stage...Even though u can book out...but i can't find u as easy as now..=(...Thanks for ur laughter all this year...i think without u i guess my life will not be sooo wonderful at all!!!...even though i do bully u but still u will still forgive mi..haha...n i am very sorry abt ur hair...but u do look nicer now!...c i nv bluff u tat when it grow back it will be nice...hehee.... THANKS ZZ...=)

I WILL MISS U FOR SURE...=(...

...Another Chapter...

3 years jus pass like tat huh???...It another chapter of my life... It isn't wonderful at all...i slack for few days and i reliase that I need money!!...where to i get to find jobs that suit mi???...i reali dunnoe where i shld head too... Engineering or Business???...Engineering i dunoe wad to work as..While business i can work onli as admin stuff???...I doesn;t want to work sales or customer services..Aiyer..

I reali afraid to find job in internet.I scare that i will click on the wrong job again. Haiz...

Everytime I need to pour all my things to u but u just trying to close urself and try not to know wad i am thinking..

FAMILY??!!??...Where do i stand????

Why does i haf to take up the resonsiblilties when my fucking idiot bro slp late at night...
My father say i slp late so my fucking idiot bro follow my style...
FUCKING HELL MAN!...
Everything is my fault n push to mi...
I reali hope that i can get out of the house asap...
No matther wad i do they dun like...
Parents say it alright when my bro touch my computer without permisson man...
WHAT THE HELL...
I guess they are out of mind....
BRO got to slow talk to them be ur friends..
DUN BE BULL SHIT LA...
FOR MI THEY SHOUT at mi...
nvm it okie...
let c wad will happen in the future....
i will jus wait n c....

GOOD_NEWS_FOR_LIFE!!!

Grandma: ying ar! 8 plus liao still dun wan to wake up??
mi: hmmm...orh...

I took a heavy breakfast today..( carrot cake, 2 half boil eggs, 1 cup of milo, 1 bottle of chicken essen.) for mi is heavy..hahaa

Bath n everything..went down at 9.03am plus to meet my teacher at my house carpark...

I feeling dam sleepy reali n i swear i feel like going home to slp instead of taking the TP..hahaa...but still i wan my licence...

My teacher bring mi to the circuit to practise everything single stations without fail...he point out my mistakess n scold mi this n tat...hahaa...but it ok i let him scold coz it for my own good rite..!!!...hahaa...

FINALLY my TIME HAD ARRIVIED!!!!10.45am i was ask to sit inside the room to wait for them to do explain to us everything...i was ask to do route 6..My tester is like some very old uncle he holding on to the board n follow mi to the car...

EVERYTHING started!!!....the detail i shall not explain much coz i know it will be boring 1 huh!?!...hahaa

Back to the driving center around 12pm...the tester tell mi my mistake all this n said that over all i pass...i was dam happy like helll!!!...reali n i swear i was FUCKING HAPPY LIKE SHIT LO...hahaa....

I must THANKS ALOT to uncle JAMES...He is the best driving teacher....my 2 other frens took tp once n pass.....i must reali thanks him for teaching mi so many useful things...i am very very glad to have such a wonderful n great teacher...n also the tester do give mi some chance n i pass as well...BUT STILL the credit goes all to my TEACHER...hahaa...

Anyone wan to learn driving can tell mi i will intro u all the best driving teacher!!!

Last but not least...i must thanks alot for those ppl that encourage mi all this while...THANKS YOU!!!...I LOVE U ALL!!...thanks...=)....not alot of ppl believe mi that i will pass...BUT STilll i make it le...hahaaa...=)

i will always remember this happy feeling n it for life!!!...hahaaaa

FILMING OF 100% FREESIA (II)

Today we went back to LOYANG SECONDARY to do filming...omg it acutally brings back alot alot alot of memories....REALLY n i miss those days when i was playing, laughting, angrying,crying,jealousing,hmmm..still got wad???oh ya crazying...hahaa...It been 3 years n still i miss loyang!...=(







Onli manage to take some as zz is rushing us to get into our position!!>.<
BUT still we got a class pic...hopefully zz will send us soon!!....


Year2008 we went back to loyang in sch uniform not in home clothing..=)

FLIMING OF 100% FREESIA (I )
ZZ project name called 100% freesia...Ugly name huh!?!?...hahaa...Today i manage to take some pic as the place is beautiful n i got a better outfit...hahaa




haha..u nv say cannot post in BLOG!




Jacin made for mi..i love it but too bad i need to remove it when i reach home..=(

More to be update nextime round!!!

UPDATES!!!

Times fly??or zoom???...now it already 2008 liao...hopefully i can get a wonderful job n meet more cute,funny,handsome,pretty,kind,caring,joker,sweet ppl...it time to plan for the FUTURE liao...

I am in between of pass and fail...TP on the 15th jan....and my circuit is still sooo not up to standard.. i am stress...teacher say mi stupid n poke my head leh...*cry*...but i nv blame him, coz it for my own good. ^^....

Sch started but still i still in playing mode...haha...7 more weeks n i am out of tp not student anymore but as a jobless person.. i still can;t make up my mind wad kind of job i wan..stress huh!!!

Helping zz for his fyp..First time seeing him stress?!?!...Can;t believe it leh...he being telling us the things we shld do. N he know he is long winded...Jacin n mi helping mi FOC lo!!..hahaa..

Chinese new year coming..time to buy new clothing and i mange to get 1 onli..i need few more??...greedy ahying!...