周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢




你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的
幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


I totally love this song..It reali very meaningful..

~~I FOUND IT~~

OMG...I finally found the 2 things that I wanted so much.

First is the OCEANUS EAU DE TOILETTE from Body Shop, it acutally discountinue in Singapore.

Secondly I found my Swatch Blue strip the previous 1 spoil already....humph....

It reali took me very long to find this blue strip. I can't find in anywhere in Singapore which look exactly the same. They say they not sure when the stock will be coming in to Singapore again for the same design..ANYWAY I FOUND IT ELSE WHERE. Without second though I bought it straight away...hahaa...I was reali happy abt it becoz this watch means so much to me can..!!

*jumping*

I wish i can slp all days..how i wish i can be slightly richer...=(

OUTING WIF THE BIG SISTER!!...

Went out wif Jia hui on sat, she is going JAPAN AGAIN!!...ENVY SIA... Accompany her to get winter wear. She thinks tat wearing winter hat she looks like she having the egg face..hahaa...We actually talk alot on the past & now too...Those were the days...=)

Some random pics of US.

Oh ya on sun. I saw this truck name OTL!! Isn't it jing xian nick name???

"ONG TAO LAN"The name OTL was paste at the forhead of the truck wanted to take picture but I was in the bus can..LOL..>.<...haha.. I think is a company name..haha...

!!I wish I can be more n more happy!!

A POST SPECIALLY DELICATE TO THAT WOMAN!

Ok I know ppl will be saying. Wahlao so old liao still play wad anti this person tat person!..childish la..please grow up.. Ok I know very well myself y i Anti that woman, I reali got my reason.I can't explain to everyone wad izzit abt i dislike her so much..So i choose to wrote it here..People tat r close to me sure will know wad is gng on. She is ok, just that i hate it when she trying to get ppl to pity her, making mi the devil woman tat bully her lor. When I nv, I dun accuse ppl when they didn't do it. No point right, when i dun haf the evidences.

Y in the 1st place she got to tell heting tat I keep in touch wif xy n hx. It reali none of her business right. Even if I does it reali my problem not her. Y can't she bother abt her own problem. So she is telling heting abt all this so tat heting can dun allow me to go out wif my frens?No way man!

Dun act pity in front of other ppl la.. C me in tp faster run off.. Cut the crap man. If u reali didn't say or do anything u don't haf to run away from me.. Dun always think that heting tell mi all this. I do haf frenz that i trusted that update mi.

Esther bday saying that if I dun mind she is there she also dun mind I am there.. So if I mind abt it will u get lost straight away. So it NO right.. Den dun talk onli k.

Oh ya.. she said that I look piss of the moment i c her, and starting saying that i am afraid that she will snatch heting away. Oh please dun think so highly of urself can. If heting reali want to be wif u, I will wrap him up wif a ribbon n pass it to u straight.

Ok I am done wif it..Hahaa..No more abt her. FINALLY I SAID OUT ALL~~~

~~I am so sick~~~

Aiyer y do I get sick during the probation period huh...*cough* *ah chooo*...sickening...

haha..anyway..picss...

Zz pop from tekong..I attended wif his mother..haha..i wrote until as if nobody noe that i attended..*CHEY*

Zz OFFICER SCH!

Zz 21st BDAY!

Meiyan 21st bday!



Meiling 21st bday


Esther & Jacin 21st the photo not yet collected finish..oh ya..esther 21st bday grp photo c liao can *PULLHAIR* sickening..haha...=P

It a very late 1~~

Ok..my fault to update coz i am simply too busy cum tired~~...-__-zZZZ...


1st I must say that I am reali lucky to get a full time job at UOB Bank located at Raffles place before the lehman brother issue.Thanks god! N i say Bye bye to Standard Chartered Bank!..haha...Not onli that after I signed the letter of the offer the 3rd day later they reali stop hiring ppl. That wad my boss said. SO I AM SUPER LUCKY!!!...nextime i shld not complain abt no luck huh..>.< I already started work nearly 1 mth. The working envirnoment over there was ok lo...ppl there not bad..But just that 90% out of my office is WOMAN!! The rest 10% was 30 & above man....omg so sian...hahaa...I enter to a camp too huh...onli get to c younger guy during lunch & go home. =(

Anyway this past few months I haf attended alot of 21st birthday. Meiyan, Zz, Meiling, Esther n JACIN!...Jacin just over, her bday is on 04/11...But zz & esther 1 is at home..so the rest is CHALET...hahaaa

I reali wanted to wish my lovely BEST FREN JACINDA NG SHI HUI HAPPY 21ST BDAY.

May all ur wishes come true. I do hope u love the present i gave it to u...Thank for all the understanding of mi for the past soooo many years. I reali happy that u r always the 1 that understand every single bits of me. Not onli that u always explain to me whenever I am still very stubborn to that deep down inside me the secret. N hear me jealousing ppl..haha...u know wad i mean la...I am very glad that we choose the same secondary. If not we will not come so far n our friendship grow even stronger n stronger. As hard as ROCK!...

N xy too..both jacin n his was just 1 day different!..=)happy bday!


Zz pop from tekong (pics)
Zz bday (pics)
Meiyan (pics)
Meiling bday(pics)
Esther bday(pics)
Jacing bday (pics)

Sorry all got to wait..haha...I love all my FRENS & miss u all too..=)

~~HELLO PEOPLE~~


Hey, I think i have not being blogging for super long time~~...Anyway I renewed my contract for another 6 mths. So while working for anther 6 mths I will be looking out for new job...As i reali hope to be a perm staff instead of a contract staff. They can't promise me that during this coming 6 months I am able to be convert to a perm staff UNLESS I GOT THE LUCK(meaning when ppl quit)!!! n i think I always DUN HAF THE LUCK!!! SAD MAN!!!


Oh welll...I am looking forward to attend ZZ Passing out Parade (P.O.P)..Sound like popping out...haaaa...I will definitely post pictures that i took there...hahaa....


Post more soon!!! =)

I miss everyone of u!!

SORRY!!>.<

Hey guys..I didn;t update in my blog abt my bday party..But i can say that i DID enjoy myself very much even though my mood was being spoil by SOMEONE...but IT Doesn;t AFFECTED EVERYTHING..I am still very happy..I am very thankful for those tat reali come to my chalet...i am very very very HAPPY...I feel so fortunate to have so many wonderful nice funny lovely frenssss...i do miss u all even though we r not studying together anymore...U all will all be kept inside my heart FOREVER!!!..

I had upload all those wonderful pictures in friendster...(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My graduation had just over...we took lot of pictures as well...jacin came to my graduation as well..my mother fathe daddy mummy and my grandmother..heex....I think tat will be the lastime i went back to tp....i start to miss sch days..when i get to chat n haf fun wif my frenzz...not like now...i feel so bore abt my working life...=(....

Graduation pics is also uploaded in friendster..haha

(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My Best GUY fren is going army...=(...all guys got to go through this stage...Even though u can book out...but i can't find u as easy as now..=(...Thanks for ur laughter all this year...i think without u i guess my life will not be sooo wonderful at all!!!...even though i do bully u but still u will still forgive mi..haha...n i am very sorry abt ur hair...but u do look nicer now!...c i nv bluff u tat when it grow back it will be nice...hehee.... THANKS ZZ...=)

I WILL MISS U FOR SURE...=(...

...Another Chapter...

3 years jus pass like tat huh???...It another chapter of my life... It isn't wonderful at all...i slack for few days and i reliase that I need money!!...where to i get to find jobs that suit mi???...i reali dunnoe where i shld head too... Engineering or Business???...Engineering i dunoe wad to work as..While business i can work onli as admin stuff???...I doesn;t want to work sales or customer services..Aiyer..

I reali afraid to find job in internet.I scare that i will click on the wrong job again. Haiz...

Everytime I need to pour all my things to u but u just trying to close urself and try not to know wad i am thinking..

FAMILY??!!??...Where do i stand????

Why does i haf to take up the resonsiblilties when my fucking idiot bro slp late at night...
My father say i slp late so my fucking idiot bro follow my style...
FUCKING HELL MAN!...
Everything is my fault n push to mi...
I reali hope that i can get out of the house asap...
No matther wad i do they dun like...
Parents say it alright when my bro touch my computer without permisson man...
WHAT THE HELL...
I guess they are out of mind....
BRO got to slow talk to them be ur friends..
DUN BE BULL SHIT LA...
FOR MI THEY SHOUT at mi...
nvm it okie...
let c wad will happen in the future....
i will jus wait n c....

GOOD_NEWS_FOR_LIFE!!!

Grandma: ying ar! 8 plus liao still dun wan to wake up??
mi: hmmm...orh...

I took a heavy breakfast today..( carrot cake, 2 half boil eggs, 1 cup of milo, 1 bottle of chicken essen.) for mi is heavy..hahaa

Bath n everything..went down at 9.03am plus to meet my teacher at my house carpark...

I feeling dam sleepy reali n i swear i feel like going home to slp instead of taking the TP..hahaa...but still i wan my licence...

My teacher bring mi to the circuit to practise everything single stations without fail...he point out my mistakess n scold mi this n tat...hahaa...but it ok i let him scold coz it for my own good rite..!!!...hahaa...

FINALLY my TIME HAD ARRIVIED!!!!10.45am i was ask to sit inside the room to wait for them to do explain to us everything...i was ask to do route 6..My tester is like some very old uncle he holding on to the board n follow mi to the car...

EVERYTHING started!!!....the detail i shall not explain much coz i know it will be boring 1 huh!?!...hahaa

Back to the driving center around 12pm...the tester tell mi my mistake all this n said that over all i pass...i was dam happy like helll!!!...reali n i swear i was FUCKING HAPPY LIKE SHIT LO...hahaa....

I must THANKS ALOT to uncle JAMES...He is the best driving teacher....my 2 other frens took tp once n pass.....i must reali thanks him for teaching mi so many useful things...i am very very glad to have such a wonderful n great teacher...n also the tester do give mi some chance n i pass as well...BUT STILL the credit goes all to my TEACHER...hahaa...

Anyone wan to learn driving can tell mi i will intro u all the best driving teacher!!!

Last but not least...i must thanks alot for those ppl that encourage mi all this while...THANKS YOU!!!...I LOVE U ALL!!...thanks...=)....not alot of ppl believe mi that i will pass...BUT STilll i make it le...hahaaa...=)

i will always remember this happy feeling n it for life!!!...hahaaaa

FILMING OF 100% FREESIA (II)

Today we went back to LOYANG SECONDARY to do filming...omg it acutally brings back alot alot alot of memories....REALLY n i miss those days when i was playing, laughting, angrying,crying,jealousing,hmmm..still got wad???oh ya crazying...hahaa...It been 3 years n still i miss loyang!...=(







Onli manage to take some as zz is rushing us to get into our position!!>.<
BUT still we got a class pic...hopefully zz will send us soon!!....


Year2008 we went back to loyang in sch uniform not in home clothing..=)

FLIMING OF 100% FREESIA (I )
ZZ project name called 100% freesia...Ugly name huh!?!?...hahaa...Today i manage to take some pic as the place is beautiful n i got a better outfit...hahaa




haha..u nv say cannot post in BLOG!




Jacin made for mi..i love it but too bad i need to remove it when i reach home..=(

More to be update nextime round!!!

UPDATES!!!

Times fly??or zoom???...now it already 2008 liao...hopefully i can get a wonderful job n meet more cute,funny,handsome,pretty,kind,caring,joker,sweet ppl...it time to plan for the FUTURE liao...

I am in between of pass and fail...TP on the 15th jan....and my circuit is still sooo not up to standard.. i am stress...teacher say mi stupid n poke my head leh...*cry*...but i nv blame him, coz it for my own good. ^^....

Sch started but still i still in playing mode...haha...7 more weeks n i am out of tp not student anymore but as a jobless person.. i still can;t make up my mind wad kind of job i wan..stress huh!!!

Helping zz for his fyp..First time seeing him stress?!?!...Can;t believe it leh...he being telling us the things we shld do. N he know he is long winded...Jacin n mi helping mi FOC lo!!..hahaa..

Chinese new year coming..time to buy new clothing and i mange to get 1 onli..i need few more??...greedy ahying!...

It being sooo long i last blog...i reali got lots of things to say...but i reali hate to type so much...i scare tat my blog will be a boring 1...hahaa..sickening....

Sch starting soon n i am so sian abt it...i got 2 lab tutorial not same as jason they all..yet i same as some PPL i dunoe...-_-"(ifound1blackpplsameasmi)

I reali hope that this sem will pass slowly...i noe tat there will be a great change once i finish poly...i am so afraid to face it all...i hope tat the outcome will not be as bad as i think..but still i can't help to haf negative thought...all those negative thought reali giving mi pressure....when will those pressure be gone???plz tell mi....

...VromM VromM...

Tml will be my FIRST lesson to learn driving...HAHA...finally i am starting it already...wahaha...i am looking forward to this day for very very long...n THANKS to the Bursery i got from the sch tat i had apply...hahaa....I use this amount of money to learn driving...WEeee..hahaa...hope it will be a fine 1....Wish wish...


ps.iamnotasuglyaswaduthink!!!

...(^_^) n (T.T)...

It Png Mei Yan 20th B'day......hahaa.....welcome aboard to the 20th boat....hahaa....nah..i am talking nonsense....reali very boring nowadays...anyway my poor jacin got chicken pox...gt to teng teng her more when i c her again....hope is soon....All my frenz sae harry potter is very not nice....but i will still go watch it ba...hahaa...sickening....SOooOoooo Boring~~~~~~=.=

~~PICS~~

Alright...i am sooo sorry for the late blog..haha...sooo many things happen!!..otl went to ns liao lo...haha...it abt 3 weeks le lor...sooo fast... My project i finally got some contribution to it liao..haha...erm..My cousin ask mi to be her model for a day to do her project...hahaa... profoil pics not out yet..maybe next month. but i did use camera to take some pics...hahaa...upload now!!!!....




Nude Look


Bridal look



Bridal Look


My cousin n I


Evening Brial Look


60's Look


Nite Look


Smoky Look

Ok i look dam ugly for the 60s coz my mouth look dam red. Haha. My cousin was so stress for tat day due to haf to do 6 looks on my face. Not onli tat she haf to make my hair as well. And mi i was sooo stress as i haf to noe how to smile properly. So tat my mouth will not be sooo big...hahahaaa....shall end....

Would You Be There

If I were blue
Would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
Let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there...

If I away
Would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold be now
Would you die for me
would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there for me...

No Ideals


I reali dunnoe wad i haf being doing since sch started..i got lots of problems appearing in front of mi...

1st: family problem
2nd:Project problem
3rd:Communication problem wif "tat person"

i reali dunnoe wad to do to get off this problem...

Family problem: My bro like to talk back to my parents. The whole house is reali like market lo

Project problem: It seem tat i have not contribute to my project lo. Not sae i dun wan.. Is i reali dun noe wad the FUCK is it lo. I am trying very hard to help. But it seen tat i get no outcome in the end. ;(...how i wish this sem end faster...

Communication problem: It reali feel so suck when it keep on saying the same things again n again. And i feel very irritated...

I got nothing to add on le....