~~HELLO PEOPLE~~


Hey, I think i have not being blogging for super long time~~...Anyway I renewed my contract for another 6 mths. So while working for anther 6 mths I will be looking out for new job...As i reali hope to be a perm staff instead of a contract staff. They can't promise me that during this coming 6 months I am able to be convert to a perm staff UNLESS I GOT THE LUCK(meaning when ppl quit)!!! n i think I always DUN HAF THE LUCK!!! SAD MAN!!!


Oh welll...I am looking forward to attend ZZ Passing out Parade (P.O.P)..Sound like popping out...haaaa...I will definitely post pictures that i took there...hahaa....


Post more soon!!! =)

I miss everyone of u!!

SORRY!!>.<

Hey guys..I didn;t update in my blog abt my bday party..But i can say that i DID enjoy myself very much even though my mood was being spoil by SOMEONE...but IT Doesn;t AFFECTED EVERYTHING..I am still very happy..I am very thankful for those tat reali come to my chalet...i am very very very HAPPY...I feel so fortunate to have so many wonderful nice funny lovely frenssss...i do miss u all even though we r not studying together anymore...U all will all be kept inside my heart FOREVER!!!..

I had upload all those wonderful pictures in friendster...(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My graduation had just over...we took lot of pictures as well...jacin came to my graduation as well..my mother fathe daddy mummy and my grandmother..heex....I think tat will be the lastime i went back to tp....i start to miss sch days..when i get to chat n haf fun wif my frenzz...not like now...i feel so bore abt my working life...=(....

Graduation pics is also uploaded in friendster..haha

(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My Best GUY fren is going army...=(...all guys got to go through this stage...Even though u can book out...but i can't find u as easy as now..=(...Thanks for ur laughter all this year...i think without u i guess my life will not be sooo wonderful at all!!!...even though i do bully u but still u will still forgive mi..haha...n i am very sorry abt ur hair...but u do look nicer now!...c i nv bluff u tat when it grow back it will be nice...hehee.... THANKS ZZ...=)

I WILL MISS U FOR SURE...=(...

...Another Chapter...

3 years jus pass like tat huh???...It another chapter of my life... It isn't wonderful at all...i slack for few days and i reliase that I need money!!...where to i get to find jobs that suit mi???...i reali dunnoe where i shld head too... Engineering or Business???...Engineering i dunoe wad to work as..While business i can work onli as admin stuff???...I doesn;t want to work sales or customer services..Aiyer..

I reali afraid to find job in internet.I scare that i will click on the wrong job again. Haiz...

Everytime I need to pour all my things to u but u just trying to close urself and try not to know wad i am thinking..

FAMILY??!!??...Where do i stand????

Why does i haf to take up the resonsiblilties when my fucking idiot bro slp late at night...
My father say i slp late so my fucking idiot bro follow my style...
FUCKING HELL MAN!...
Everything is my fault n push to mi...
I reali hope that i can get out of the house asap...
No matther wad i do they dun like...
Parents say it alright when my bro touch my computer without permisson man...
WHAT THE HELL...
I guess they are out of mind....
BRO got to slow talk to them be ur friends..
DUN BE BULL SHIT LA...
FOR MI THEY SHOUT at mi...
nvm it okie...
let c wad will happen in the future....
i will jus wait n c....

GOOD_NEWS_FOR_LIFE!!!

Grandma: ying ar! 8 plus liao still dun wan to wake up??
mi: hmmm...orh...

I took a heavy breakfast today..( carrot cake, 2 half boil eggs, 1 cup of milo, 1 bottle of chicken essen.) for mi is heavy..hahaa

Bath n everything..went down at 9.03am plus to meet my teacher at my house carpark...

I feeling dam sleepy reali n i swear i feel like going home to slp instead of taking the TP..hahaa...but still i wan my licence...

My teacher bring mi to the circuit to practise everything single stations without fail...he point out my mistakess n scold mi this n tat...hahaa...but it ok i let him scold coz it for my own good rite..!!!...hahaa...

FINALLY my TIME HAD ARRIVIED!!!!10.45am i was ask to sit inside the room to wait for them to do explain to us everything...i was ask to do route 6..My tester is like some very old uncle he holding on to the board n follow mi to the car...

EVERYTHING started!!!....the detail i shall not explain much coz i know it will be boring 1 huh!?!...hahaa

Back to the driving center around 12pm...the tester tell mi my mistake all this n said that over all i pass...i was dam happy like helll!!!...reali n i swear i was FUCKING HAPPY LIKE SHIT LO...hahaa....

I must THANKS ALOT to uncle JAMES...He is the best driving teacher....my 2 other frens took tp once n pass.....i must reali thanks him for teaching mi so many useful things...i am very very glad to have such a wonderful n great teacher...n also the tester do give mi some chance n i pass as well...BUT STILL the credit goes all to my TEACHER...hahaa...

Anyone wan to learn driving can tell mi i will intro u all the best driving teacher!!!

Last but not least...i must thanks alot for those ppl that encourage mi all this while...THANKS YOU!!!...I LOVE U ALL!!...thanks...=)....not alot of ppl believe mi that i will pass...BUT STilll i make it le...hahaaa...=)

i will always remember this happy feeling n it for life!!!...hahaaaa

FILMING OF 100% FREESIA (II)

Today we went back to LOYANG SECONDARY to do filming...omg it acutally brings back alot alot alot of memories....REALLY n i miss those days when i was playing, laughting, angrying,crying,jealousing,hmmm..still got wad???oh ya crazying...hahaa...It been 3 years n still i miss loyang!...=(







Onli manage to take some as zz is rushing us to get into our position!!>.<
BUT still we got a class pic...hopefully zz will send us soon!!....


Year2008 we went back to loyang in sch uniform not in home clothing..=)

FLIMING OF 100% FREESIA (I )
ZZ project name called 100% freesia...Ugly name huh!?!?...hahaa...Today i manage to take some pic as the place is beautiful n i got a better outfit...hahaa




haha..u nv say cannot post in BLOG!




Jacin made for mi..i love it but too bad i need to remove it when i reach home..=(

More to be update nextime round!!!

UPDATES!!!

Times fly??or zoom???...now it already 2008 liao...hopefully i can get a wonderful job n meet more cute,funny,handsome,pretty,kind,caring,joker,sweet ppl...it time to plan for the FUTURE liao...

I am in between of pass and fail...TP on the 15th jan....and my circuit is still sooo not up to standard.. i am stress...teacher say mi stupid n poke my head leh...*cry*...but i nv blame him, coz it for my own good. ^^....

Sch started but still i still in playing mode...haha...7 more weeks n i am out of tp not student anymore but as a jobless person.. i still can;t make up my mind wad kind of job i wan..stress huh!!!

Helping zz for his fyp..First time seeing him stress?!?!...Can;t believe it leh...he being telling us the things we shld do. N he know he is long winded...Jacin n mi helping mi FOC lo!!..hahaa..

Chinese new year coming..time to buy new clothing and i mange to get 1 onli..i need few more??...greedy ahying!...

It being sooo long i last blog...i reali got lots of things to say...but i reali hate to type so much...i scare tat my blog will be a boring 1...hahaa..sickening....

Sch starting soon n i am so sian abt it...i got 2 lab tutorial not same as jason they all..yet i same as some PPL i dunoe...-_-"(ifound1blackpplsameasmi)

I reali hope that this sem will pass slowly...i noe tat there will be a great change once i finish poly...i am so afraid to face it all...i hope tat the outcome will not be as bad as i think..but still i can't help to haf negative thought...all those negative thought reali giving mi pressure....when will those pressure be gone???plz tell mi....

...VromM VromM...

Tml will be my FIRST lesson to learn driving...HAHA...finally i am starting it already...wahaha...i am looking forward to this day for very very long...n THANKS to the Bursery i got from the sch tat i had apply...hahaa....I use this amount of money to learn driving...WEeee..hahaa...hope it will be a fine 1....Wish wish...


ps.iamnotasuglyaswaduthink!!!

...(^_^) n (T.T)...

It Png Mei Yan 20th B'day......hahaa.....welcome aboard to the 20th boat....hahaa....nah..i am talking nonsense....reali very boring nowadays...anyway my poor jacin got chicken pox...gt to teng teng her more when i c her again....hope is soon....All my frenz sae harry potter is very not nice....but i will still go watch it ba...hahaa...sickening....SOooOoooo Boring~~~~~~=.=

~~PICS~~

Alright...i am sooo sorry for the late blog..haha...sooo many things happen!!..otl went to ns liao lo...haha...it abt 3 weeks le lor...sooo fast... My project i finally got some contribution to it liao..haha...erm..My cousin ask mi to be her model for a day to do her project...hahaa... profoil pics not out yet..maybe next month. but i did use camera to take some pics...hahaa...upload now!!!!....




Nude Look


Bridal look



Bridal Look


My cousin n I


Evening Brial Look


60's Look


Nite Look


Smoky Look

Ok i look dam ugly for the 60s coz my mouth look dam red. Haha. My cousin was so stress for tat day due to haf to do 6 looks on my face. Not onli tat she haf to make my hair as well. And mi i was sooo stress as i haf to noe how to smile properly. So tat my mouth will not be sooo big...hahahaaa....shall end....

Would You Be There

If I were blue
Would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
Let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there...

If I away
Would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold be now
Would you die for me
would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there for me...

No Ideals


I reali dunnoe wad i haf being doing since sch started..i got lots of problems appearing in front of mi...

1st: family problem
2nd:Project problem
3rd:Communication problem wif "tat person"

i reali dunnoe wad to do to get off this problem...

Family problem: My bro like to talk back to my parents. The whole house is reali like market lo

Project problem: It seem tat i have not contribute to my project lo. Not sae i dun wan.. Is i reali dun noe wad the FUCK is it lo. I am trying very hard to help. But it seen tat i get no outcome in the end. ;(...how i wish this sem end faster...

Communication problem: It reali feel so suck when it keep on saying the same things again n again. And i feel very irritated...

I got nothing to add on le....

~~IT NONSENSE ~~

I am here to blog...Even since i start sch i haf being slping in sch almost everyday without fail..It sucks man..I start sch at 9am end at 5.30pm..No different from normal working adult timing..BUT there is 1 very different thing is tat i dun get a single amount for my sip/mp...Which make everyone in engine sch in tp feel very low moral. Yet we still have to pay sch fee...DAM..But my group mate r good..v^-^...i feel blessed...But still i got to contribute la...

Staying at home for long hours cfm is a disaster. Wad my parent do is protecting their two"WONDERFUL SON"...Mum said tat i got problem in my mind. Coz i throw my temper last month n TODAY. Father said tat i nv respect him. And everything started was becoz of the WONDERFUL BIG SON giving mi attitude when i actually talk nicely to him...I scolded him n he talk even louder them mi..WAD THE FUCK IS THIS..HE GOT BIG EGO INSIDE HIM...So wad u r taking O level this year.

I ask mother to SHUT UP coz i noe she will gave this stupid comment * U r 20 n yet u fight wif someone younger then u*.. There is no link to it lo...Only WONDERFUL SON got self esteem but not mi. I done wrong they scold but for him they slow talk..Wad the Hell is this.. No ppl in the house understand mi. I wan freedom n yet i can't get. They sae tat gal shld not stay out late outside. Dun be bullshit lo..

All their reasons are wonderful n cfm rite. Godmother understand mi well onli.

When year to come I will cfm move out once everything is stable for mi..


!!!MOVE OUT!!!

~~ HIHIHI~~

Manage to find sometime to upload pictures and updated myself...hahaa....

No much words is in this entries...hahaa...

7/4

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

I went out wif a group of frenz it was organise by JACIN!!...hahaa....we went to kbox. but no pic to prove us going there...BUT muz believe mi we really do went there...hahaaa

After tat we head to vivocity den JOLIN CONCERT.

I have picsss to prove tat i reali went to her CONCERT...hahaa...





























She sae goodbye...):

....After the Concert....


Yan_Cin_Ying






Oh ya before the CONCERT....


Our Reflection


Naughty Face...:X


THE GALSSSS


My BodyGuard...wink*


We are in snow country


The red grass hat...hahaa


--------------------PresentsSs----------------------


By:Meiyan


Hand Make By:Jacin


By Meiling


By:Esther


By: Esther


By:ZZ Otl n Stepf


By:Cousins


By:Aunty

The next day 8/4

Meet Meiyan for walking around at town


We took it in Raffles city TOILET!!


Her Shoes so nice...


Wahaha she is in my hand...

10/4

I met C.huiling for shopping..but i accompany her to nyp first..That the 1st time stepping in to the sch..haha...We shop around in town too...Tat day was so funny...=)


Ps:Sorry Chl i took the pic in ur blog coz the pic i took in my camera the angle like not rite...hehee..

14/4



:B




Haha..us again



I actually cut my hair...Does it suit mi???wahahahaa

okie i am done wif my entries...

Sch reopen soon and i starting my mp and sip...irritating...wahaha....

take care everyone...

...0thdaystaiwan...

O.O PASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY B"DAY GABRIEL

It over 12am so today is Gabriel B'day....All the best to him n may his wishes come true...take care fren....hahaaa...*Cheer*


Around 3 pluz afternoon i was sited on my sofa doing nothing...*ZZZZ once* Vibration...phone in my pocket...Took out press open button...HAHA....

O.o

Exam Results for 0501***G

Netinfra: Pass

Adveln: Pass

O.O

OH NO I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hahaa....i was dam excited happy surprised and lots more hard to describe....i didn't waste tat 1 week pluz staying at home studying ,all my hard work paid off....

AND

THANKS FOR EVERY ONE'S BLESSING AND WISHES....hahaa....

Tml is my last day of work...hahaa....FINALLY....

I miss everyone...


...12daystaiwan....

HAPPY BELATED C.HUILING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENGWEN


Today is Pengwen b'day,Yst was C.Huiling b'day...Best wishes to the both of them...Enjoy urself..*Cheer*....=D....I actually had miss out 2 of their outing hope u both dun mind...But there's another outing soon...i will go for sure...heex....*waiting for tat day*

Being working for the past few days...even though the job is easy but it actually very boring job...all i do is fold clothings pack them nicely...When nothing to do...i JUZ STAND THERE STARING AT PPL....ya come on the feeling is sucks...hahaa....

Break time i am going to buy an ENG book from times as my nonsense bro gave mi a $5 voucher to spend in times...hahaaa...Hopefully that book will be nice...

Haha...shall stop here n go bath and eat...hahaa...BUAI


...15thdaystaiwan...

After Monster Supp Paper Days

Finally i am out of the Monster Supp Exam's big sharp "Palm"...Previously nv run away well from the monster for 2 stages and the monster caught mi back to re_run again...Hopefully monster did c the effort tat how much i wanted to run away from it and give mi a P grade. Result out around next week or following weeks...

*God Heaven Earth Ground plz help mi*....hahaa...

Today is the 1 st day of my work.$5 per hrs. 29/03 to 04/04...Working as a salegal in TM Isetan. The job i have to do is to take good care of 6 wagon. Hopefully it rain everydays n no ppl will wanted to leave the house and i will be dam free...hahaaa...timing is nonsens..weekdays 5.30pm to 9.30pm. weekend 1.30 to 9.30...

For the pass few days i have being studying and the furthest place i had went is......."AMK HUB"...hahaa....tat time was sat n i actually went there to visit my fren's 1yrs old small baby boi boi...1yrs old--->10kg....wahahaa...he is dam heavy...but cute..stay around there for less den 2 hrs n i went off...Walk around in AMK hub bought 1 black pant $20 1 belt $10..AND i went to pasir ris.

Dun feel like going godparents house soooo early which is around 8 pluz.. i went to find otl at NTUC chat wif him while he working...soon time pass n i went home...wahahaa....juz went there to talk nonsense lo...since i am soooo free...hahaa....alright i have finish my talk...hahaa....

1 more days to C.huiling B'day . 2 more days to Pengwen B'day . 5 more days to Gabriel....hahaa...Timing all so near...Hahaa...Hope every1 enjoy themselves...=)


...18thdaystaiwan...

Shitssss Daysss

Blogging at this hrs is silly..It 1.44am after hanging up the phone wif jacin i came online to do blogging. I guess i am bore to death.Study 1 chapter of the book i decided to cook noodles to eat...erm ya my teeth itchy la...hahaa.. when ever i am stress i will find something to eat to release my stress...hahaa...poor mi la..shit!!!!

Receive call from taiwan..Tone of ur voice seem kinda lively. Seem doing fine over there, like getting more use to it to the place over there which make mi feel that u r not bore or anythings. On the other hand it seem i am the 1 tat is bore n restless. Nonono!!! it shldn't be like tat. Shit x2!!!

Getting permission from father to go clubbing, but after hearing of the timing i am coming back i am not allow to go...haiz...when i will able to go...Shit x3...

Alright shall stop my shit nonsense.

Mr Bean is a very funny show 8/10...everyone shld watch it...THE CATHAY is the best place. Even though ppl sitting infront of u it will not block ur view. Not like GV. The seat is comfortable n nice...GOGOGO!!!...

Slp now...

..23daytaiwan..