BeLieVe mi Or nOt Is jUz Up To u....

2011-12-10T04:38:00.002+08:00

2011

At least one post on the yr of 2011 wahahha.

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想拥抱你　拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想告诉你　告诉你我没有忘记

那天晚上满天星星

平行时空下的约定

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着你

紧紧抱着你

I guess this show remind me

Of someone which seriously use to impact greatly in My Life.

2010-09-01T21:58:00.003+08:00

September

4 more months to 2011. Meaning 4 more months I am gng to be a student again. Waited for soooo long to enroll to SIM. Not yet got the confirmation. But I believe tat I am gng to get it. wahaha

This time round I am gng to give the best I can give, aim as high as possible. I start to reliase tat I doesn't achieve many A in my life. No A in my O lvl. Diploma A is less den 3. WTH I have been doing sia. I really need to work things out man.=.=

Istarttowonderifurtheone.

2010-08-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

AUG

I think it being 1 mth plus since I step in here. WoW. Tat fast man. I tot I just updated onli. wahaha. Up n down equally happen. At least still not so bad not totally down.

I went to Jay Chou concert n it just dam awesome man. Waited for 10yrs just to see him. Hopefully I dun haf to wait another 10yrs.

I went to interview for a company, still not bad I still can get to lvl 4. Will try again maybe around in the September.

I really can't wait for sch to start which is like 4mths later, but I have not yet register man, SIM is just so slow this intake dunnoe why. But I got this feeling tat i am getting in for sure..^^

4 more mths to go and i am out of that no soul work place man.. can't wait man

TCEFREP

Can anyone accept the word Perfect is written in this form : TCEFREP

Which is totally opp.

I am reali someone tat is totally not prefect at all which i can be TCEFREP. Can still be there someone tat can accept it.

Night.

2010-06-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

Believe or not

There are always lots of choices in life.

I can choose to be happy but why am i always choosing sad?

I can choose to believe but why am i always choosing not to believe?

I can choose to haf positive thinking but why am i always choosing negative?

I can choose to believe that he wouldn't change but why am i always believe that he would change.

I shld haf believe tat not all guys are so dam horrible like the previous 1.

I shld haf believe that the 1 tat i chosen will be the 1.

I shld haf believe to believe in myself.

I wish it still not too late to noe all this.

It all in the mind!..

2010-06-27T11:52:00.005+08:00

Balance it

I reali shld done it long again, instead of letting it to happen and everything just get out of hand. I shld reali go n balance my life all over again. Instead of putting wad so call priority. Wouldn't get appreciated i guess. F man. I wish i could start sch soon man!!!....

2010-06-05T01:20:00.002+08:00

.JUNE.

Half year gone.Achieve nothing dam great. Maybe achieve part of my dream. (Taiwan N Hongkong) dun care I will repeat this 2 countries for sometime. hahaa.. 8 Years nv take plane man. LOL.

June is the month that most of my frens ord. time flies man. i still remember that time i send zz to tekong. I was crying lo. Dam funny. I also dunnoe why i cry, sia la den now ord liao.. But i think he had so much fun in camp. Camp = Home.

July is the month tat xiuyuan is gng oversea to study. www.currie.ewa.edu.au (his sch)
C the website like not bad. lol. All the best to him. Maybe meet some aust girl.
Hopefully he still come back to Singapore after he graduate.

End for the time being.

2010-05-20T22:32:00.004+08:00

Update!!!

My dream that I always wanted nearly slip out of my mind, until when i step into stef's working place, my dream come back to me again.

Omg my passport finally had some achievement. Hk n Taiwan date Chop. wahaaa...if not it just plain malaysia date chop. LOL

Lots of pics to be upload. hmmm...but i think Virus is eating up my computer..Does it mean it time for me to change.. I wan LAPTOP!!..wahahaa...shall wait..so many things i wanted to get. I got myself an Agnes B wallet n bag from HK. Love it to the max. But my dream wallet is still Prada. Anyway, i shall give up my dream wallet for the time being.. Maybe nextime den.

2010-03-08T23:29:00.001+08:00

I WROTE SO MUCH N I DUNNOE WAD I CLICK N IS ALL GONEEEE...SHITSHITSHIT...*SCREAM*

2010-02-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY'10

Oww so fast 5th day of CNY.. Dam fast.. Nv get to go back to Malaysia.. My dad passport expired. HENG ARH!!. Some more no water LOH...dunnoe wad the hell the people r doing man.. CNY no water..Lucky I nv go.. If NOT I am very sure I wil ask my dad to send us home the next morning...=D

Anyway CNY everybody.

2010-01-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

New 2010, One mth already passed.

2010 a brand new year for everybody. Everytime say abt resolution but haha...say already den forget..=.=
But the most important things is everyone is happy n healthy. Safe n Sound.

Soon might take up a degree most prob in SIM (Business Management)
Will quit my job once I get Bonus.(Boss like some siao ppl)
Might think of searching for job in HR sector. See how.

Hopefully this year will be smooth sailing. =D

Be Back Soon.

2009-12-01T22:36:00.005+08:00

Changes/bday event/some thought

Owww..December coming.. I going to start looking for new job already... Dun think I can go any further even I perform dam well.. Boss onli like selected ppl ONLY.. TOTALLY not fair la...10 years later I think I still got stuck in the same position . Maybe a change will be better..=) Searching at the moment.

Attended Kenneth 21st bday..OMG like he is gng to get married..hahaa..Everything is sooo awesome. But just tat the drink is soo not enough.HAHAHA...Pictures at FB

Something I really wonder. Am I too greedy?? Hopefully not.

2009-11-21T13:58:00.005+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR

THE TWILIGHT SAGA:

NEW MOON

2009-11-13T22:18:00.012+08:00

13/11/2009

Everytime when i feel like blogging I was like OUTSIDE!! When i reach home i feel like SLPING!!

Wow time pass so fast. It like haf of nov had already gone.2010 coming!!!

Christmas Coming too!!!...

Every year when Chirstmas is coming, it will remind me of playing maple wif jacin n zz. So fun tat time. We took lot of pictures in maple...wahahaa...(ok enough so long winded)

Okie say wad I do for sept, oct, nov

Sept

Gathering at Rachel house to haf bbq (so nice n fun) So much memory came back..

Indonesia frens came to Singapore.1st time meeting them. (Franz n Shelly)

Oct

Celebrationg Zz's man bday. haha.. Pictures at FB
Last day of Oct, Celebrating jacin xy n esther bday at kbox. Pictures also uploaded already at FB

Nov

Franz and Shelly come to Singapore for 1 week. Man n I meet them almost everyday.
*upcoming plan* Gathering wif *siao bang*,(can't wait), Celebrating Kenneth Teng Bday (can't wait too)

( i think i am just writing down for myself to see in the future so that i wouln't forget wad i do at 2009)

Anyway this pictureS I nv upload in FB..

Who say got ppl nv come. Even Ewok came too...=)

He is enjoying himself

Hot Teacher!

*EEEEEE*

*Air armpit*

This is the cake i made for Jacin

Tell u all a secret. I spend so much money on CLOTHING!!..i gng to eat grass already!!!

This blogshop is very nice. RECOMMENDED!!! U must be fast to give comment on what you want. If not u got to wait for their backorder which is like one month later den u will received ur clothing!!..hehe Enjoy=)

http://bonitochico.livejournal.com/

Byebye...11.20pm

2009-09-06T13:05:00.001+08:00

Review of events

Hello everybody!!

Nv blog for like near 2 months already..Feel so tired everytime I finish work.. Weekend I'm just so lazy to sit infront of computer to blog.. LAZY LAZY!!!

This 2 months I do enjoy myself...=)

1. Attended sarah(poly mate) 21st Bday
2. Attended Stef (otl's gf) 21st Bday
3. Celebrating godmother 81 bday
4. Celebrating zz bday
3. Celebrating granny 81 bday
4. Gathering at zz house to Celebrate Aug Baby Bday
5. Watched Proposal (awesome)

Many pics to be upload...but mostly already at FB...=)...

2009-07-15T14:16:00.009+08:00

*WAVE*

Once again I reali dunnoe wad to blog abt..LOL...But I do haf alot of times to spend. So I think blogging will kill some of my time...=)

Recently I being watching Japanese Drama. It reali nice worth my time to watch as the main lead actor is so HANDSOME.*SHOUT*...=)...

One litre of tears---> very sad! a real life story but very meaningful( main lead actress is so PRETTY) .

Absolute Boyfriend (Zettai Kareshi)--->very cute n funny show...(main lead actor super handsome n fit)

Mei-chan's Butler---> This show not bad..But no such thing will happen in real life.hahaa.

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I went to science center 2wks ago to c Da Vinci Exhibition. Very interesting! But I can't take photo of inside... Too bad... $15+$1 re-entry for Da Vinci Exhibition + re-entry to science center...=)

End of it...=)

2009-07-06T00:22:00.014+08:00

JULY

haha..I dunnoe wad to blog abt lei...LOL...but over this few months I attended 2 big events.. Commission Parade n Comm Ball. They r totally COOL!

~Tat all~ =)

2009-05-17T01:56:00.002+08:00

^-^

haha...bloggering at this hrs it like so weird..sitting down at bowling center somemore...lol...wif a laptop less den 20%...haahaaa...but still i think it is a very fun things becoz at least i can surf NET!...one more week n i can get my Internet access back at home...wahahahaaa

I haf being thinking abt it for the past weeks. Wad will I be achieving this year?
I achieve alot of things last yrs, such as graduated from tp, get my driving licence,open a 21st bday chalet. ENDED A LOUSY R/S...hahaa

But wad abt this year??? It already gng to be mid year soon n yet I haven't achieve anythings yet. But i will look forward to it. Maybe few months later I might achieve something...wahahha...who noe right..

alright stop here I gng to watch someone bowling...wahahaha

upload pictures soon...=)

2009-04-25T02:58:00.002+08:00

*REJECTED*

I rejected 2 person today.. I make myself clear to them i prefer them as my fren..

Guilty.. Did I somehw give them the wrong idea that they think I like them? I guess I lost 2 guys fren again..=(

2009-04-23T23:35:00.009+08:00

!HOT WEATHER!

Oh man nowadays the weather is so unbearable man! Even though working in office but still when i step out of the building i feel drying up soon..-_-"

Today I found something very interesting. It is my name but it doesn't look like my name at all. WEIRD!

It is written in those olden days character!
But nw they wrote it as 张洁迎 with less stroke
wad a great difference for the center word.LOL

i haf yet to take pictures from jacin,tesa, jiahui and meiling for my bday celebration.=)so wait n wait..wahaha..(p.s i am kinda lazy...Oops.)

Soon the guys will finish their 72km walk n able to enjoy the scenery of sexy n pretty ladies in taiwan!. IT IS TOTALLY UNFAIR i wan to see HANDSOME N HOT GUYS TOO...hopefully they r kind enough to take some pictures of guys to let me see !...wahahaa...

2009-04-11T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Helo everyone...LOL...Jacin being asking me to update...but due to my old computer that always giving me sickness problem...I can't reali update...currently using my bro computer...LOL

oh well....LOTS of updatessss....

Outing wif frens
My 22nd bday celebration....

hahaa....Zz is currently at TAIWAN doing his training will be back at 1st of may...hope to meet up soon wif the rest...n OTL N XY wanted to go ZOO instead of SCIENCE CENTER...hahaa...anyway will discuss wif ESTHER THE PLANNER AGAIN>.<

OTL say ZOO just renovate and i ask when he told us is 2 years ago...I almost feel like throwing him bread as we were having dinner at cafe catel...LOL

alright shall stop here....

2009-02-08T10:41:00.024+08:00

*WEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

Hi my dearest frenss..It being quite sometime I last blog.. But those mix wif me sure will noe wad is gng on.Today shall blog abt pictures and some thought..wahahaaa

Spend my chu 2 at zz house around in the evening for awhile..den he book in...wahahaa....

Random thought.

I didn't noe I cost so much trouble for zz. Even though he say nvm all this ask me not to worry all this but still I feel very bad abt it that somehw he is being drag into the pictures of me n HT. haiz. Ht stuff is totally a failure omg shld not be together in the 1st place can. When I look back I keep on asking myself hw I manage to survive this 3 years lo. I must be a zombie.But still my frens help me way tooo much man...without them I guess I will be breakdown totally.

Upon knowing the main reason from a trusted fren. I know it time for me to reali give up all hope totally of asking u why. I am just very glad tat I have nv prom u abt it if not it will be so embarrassing n upset TOTALLY. I shld have guess it right from the beginning. But still I find all reasons to cover it up. I am just so silly.Anyway it reali over. I shld move on long time ago..

Update soon!!!...

~ying~

2009-01-23T22:22:00.004+08:00

I lost feel of blogging abt my though becoz I dunnoe where to start n wad to say.

I look forward to my next new love =) (maybe it might take quite sometime but jacin say tat u got to believe tat fairy tales does still exist so tat it will happen..)

I do wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!...=)

2009-01-08T23:10:00.003+08:00

Rubbish Bin

Today I gng to treat my this post as a place tat I throw all my anger n complain into here. So it shall be a rubbish bin post.

I dun feel good. My work load is getting more n more n more face is getting more n more black. I reali dun like my work place. But I can't be selfish to think abt myself. If I quit this time it will be a hard time finding a new job that can offer the pay I am getting now. My family need me to give them money every month. I just feel tat wadever I do it just can't ease the stress tat I am having now.

aiyer~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Soon my bday is coming is like onli few month away but i just wish tat it will nv come at all. During teenage time I onli hope tat I can be 21 asap. BUT I nv though of after 21 wad it will be like..(maybe abit but not so detail) Silly right. Soon got to plan this n tat. does human got to face all this, Marriage, family, love, children, work all this??. Find the right person. So who is the right person. Where can I find it. Who noe when year pass by it become a wrong person. Den wad can I do?..ppl do change!?!

I wish I can go somewhere far with no worries at all...

2009-01-07T00:02:00.009+08:00

2009

Ok I noe..My fault, I shld blog earlier.I am just sitting on it..*lazy*=)
New 2009. A new year A new start for everyone.
N a new jie ying.haha..but hw new i want to be leh.

Maybe a better person.
Learn more skills.
Do things tat I like.
Save money for study.
Have more fashion sense.
Be more pretty soon.
Spend more time crazy wif frenss..(family is a must so dun need mention.lol)

N

TRAVEL to oversea, this is wad I always hoping for.BUT NO MONEY!..anyway it need time..Things I can't complete in 2009 it will be carry forward to 2010.wahahaaa

2008 I do have lot of memories tat is........

Attended alot of 21st bday celebration. Organised mine 21st celebration too.
Do acting for zz final year project.
Graduated from TP
Lots of outing wif frens
Buddy went army.
Worked before at SCB n now at UOB
Make new frens at work
Found the blue strip tat I wanted so much
Bought lot of clothing*shake head*
Ended a relationship....*shake headx100000000000*

Hope tat I didn't miss out any of it la...hahaa(i always so forgetful la)
I do hope to be reali better at 2009. More happier more laughter n more better for everything!....
I shall end here..
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE!

2008-12-10T00:08:00.004+08:00

I FEEL LIKE CUTTING HIM INTO PIECES AND THROW HIM INTO THE FIRE...

*ROAR*

...i am totally hurt ...emoing nw...=(
i will stay strong n get over it asap!...

2008-12-06T11:25:00.003+08:00

Times is moving

I know times is moving. I also shld be moving on. But 3 years being together there is sure be alot of memories. Most of the place I went I do haf flash back on him. I know is stupid. But the flash back just come to me. Wad can I do. I also hope tat I can move on as soon as possible. No point thinking of someone u being wif 3 years n in the end told u tat he doesn't love u anymore right.

I reali need to stay strong so tat my fren will not worry for me. Jacin zz meiling esther rachel tesa jason otl c.huiling, Sorry to let u all worry for me so much. I must reali thanks you all reali reali alot..

Jason told me a greedy story when I cried and ask him y ppl greedy.

He told me tat there is once a lady wanted a husband. So she went to the shop tat sell husband, the rule of this shop is when u went up every level u cannot get down. U onli can move up.
She went in the 1st floor. She saw this handsome guy, he have a very good career. She thinks maybe 2nd floor got better choice? Ya she right it does haf. She went up. The guy is Handsome have a good career n loves family. Oh she thinks again. Maybe 3rd floow got better choice. Ya she is also right. It reali very much better den the 2nd floor . Handsome, good career love family n love wife. N again she think tat 4th floor got better. N the moment she went up she saw a ugly fat no hair guy.

Human can be greedy. This is reali very normal tat everyone will greedy but to a certain extend right. I do hope tat I will not be like tat lady to go to shop to buy husband. If reali tat the case I think I reali will be left one the shelves liao..hahaaa...

2008-12-02T00:29:00.005+08:00

~~~No more~~~

I am offically not wif heting anymore.
After so many so many fight and argue.
We come to a conclusion to end it.
I reali dunnoe hw to inform ppl yet tat we broke up
so I put it here.

Sorry to let those ppl worry for me when I was wif him.
But i know i will get better soon

I love u all..

2008-11-27T00:22:00.005+08:00

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这
真的懂了
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了说好的
幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

I totally love this song..It reali very meaningful..

2008-11-17T23:49:00.006+08:00

~~I FOUND IT~~

OMG...I finally found the 2 things that I wanted so much.

First is the OCEANUS EAU DE TOILETTE from Body Shop, it acutally discountinue in Singapore.

Secondly I found my Swatch Blue strip the previous 1 spoil already....humph....

It reali took me very long to find this blue strip. I can't find in anywhere in Singapore which look exactly the same. They say they not sure when the stock will be coming in to Singapore again for the same design..ANYWAY I FOUND IT ELSE WHERE. Without second though I bought it straight away...hahaa...I was reali happy abt it becoz this watch means so much to me can..!!

*jumping*

I wish i can slp all days..how i wish i can be slightly richer...=(

2008-11-09T23:19:00.010+08:00

OUTING WIF THE BIG SISTER!!...

Went out wif Jia hui on sat, she is going JAPAN AGAIN!!...ENVY SIA... Accompany her to get winter wear. She thinks tat wearing winter hat she looks like she having the egg face..hahaa...We actually talk alot on the past & now too...Those were the days...=)

Some random pics of US.

Oh ya on sun. I saw this truck name OTL!! Isn't it jing xian nick name???

"ONG TAO LAN"The name OTL was paste at the forhead of the truck wanted to take picture but I was in the bus can..LOL..>.<...haha.. I think is a company name..haha...

!!I wish I can be more n more happy!!

2008-11-07T12:15:00.005+08:00

A POST SPECIALLY DELICATE TO THAT WOMAN!

Ok I know ppl will be saying. Wahlao so old liao still play wad anti this person tat person!..childish la..please grow up.. Ok I know very well myself y i Anti that woman, I reali got my reason.I can't explain to everyone wad izzit abt i dislike her so much..So i choose to wrote it here..People tat r close to me sure will know wad is gng on. She is ok, just that i hate it when she trying to get ppl to pity her, making mi the devil woman tat bully her lor. When I nv, I dun accuse ppl when they didn't do it. No point right, when i dun haf the evidences.

Y in the 1st place she got to tell heting tat I keep in touch wif xy n hx. It reali none of her business right. Even if I does it reali my problem not her. Y can't she bother abt her own problem. So she is telling heting abt all this so tat heting can dun allow me to go out wif my frens?No way man!

Dun act pity in front of other ppl la.. C me in tp faster run off.. Cut the crap man. If u reali didn't say or do anything u don't haf to run away from me.. Dun always think that heting tell mi all this. I do haf frenz that i trusted that update mi.

Esther bday saying that if I dun mind she is there she also dun mind I am there.. So if I mind abt it will u get lost straight away. So it NO right.. Den dun talk onli k.

Oh ya.. she said that I look piss of the moment i c her, and starting saying that i am afraid that she will snatch heting away. Oh please dun think so highly of urself can. If heting reali want to be wif u, I will wrap him up wif a ribbon n pass it to u straight.

Ok I am done wif it..Hahaa..No more abt her. FINALLY I SAID OUT ALL~~~

2008-11-06T23:19:00.016+08:00

~~I am so sick~~~

Aiyer y do I get sick during the probation period huh...*cough* *ah chooo*...sickening...

haha..anyway..picss...

Zz pop from tekong..I attended wif his mother..haha..i wrote until as if nobody noe that i attended..*CHEY*

Zz OFFICER SCH!

Zz 21st BDAY!

Meiyan 21st bday!

Meiling 21st bday

Esther & Jacin 21st the photo not yet collected finish..oh ya..esther 21st bday grp photo c liao can *PULLHAIR* sickening..haha...=P

2008-11-03T22:12:00.007+08:00

It a very late 1~~

Ok..my fault to update coz i am simply too busy cum tired~~...-__-zZZZ...

1st I must say that I am reali lucky to get a full time job at UOB Bank located at Raffles place before the lehman brother issue.Thanks god! N i say Bye bye to Standard Chartered Bank!..haha...Not onli that after I signed the letter of the offer the 3rd day later they reali stop hiring ppl. That wad my boss said. SO I AM SUPER LUCKY!!!...nextime i shld not complain abt no luck huh..>.< I already started work nearly 1 mth. The working envirnoment over there was ok lo...ppl there not bad..But just that 90% out of my office is WOMAN!! The rest 10% was 30 & above man....omg so sian...hahaa...I enter to a camp too huh...onli get to c younger guy during lunch & go home. =(

Anyway this past few months I haf attended alot of 21st birthday. Meiyan, Zz, Meiling, Esther n JACIN!...Jacin just over, her bday is on 04/11...But zz & esther 1 is at home..so the rest is CHALET...hahaaa

I reali wanted to wish my lovely BEST FREN JACINDA NG SHI HUI HAPPY 21ST BDAY.

May all ur wishes come true. I do hope u love the present i gave it to u...Thank for all the understanding of mi for the past soooo many years. I reali happy that u r always the 1 that understand every single bits of me. Not onli that u always explain to me whenever I am still very stubborn to that deep down inside me the secret. N hear me jealousing ppl..haha...u know wad i mean la...I am very glad that we choose the same secondary. If not we will not come so far n our friendship grow even stronger n stronger. As hard as ROCK!...

N xy too..both jacin n his was just 1 day different!..=)happy bday!

Zz pop from tekong (pics)
Zz bday (pics)
Meiyan (pics)
Meiling bday(pics)
Esther bday(pics)
Jacing bday (pics)

Sorry all got to wait..haha...I love all my FRENS & miss u all too..=)

2008-09-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

~~HELLO PEOPLE~~

Hey, I think i have not being blogging for super long time~~...Anyway I renewed my contract for another 6 mths. So while working for anther 6 mths I will be looking out for new job...As i reali hope to be a perm staff instead of a contract staff. They can't promise me that during this coming 6 months I am able to be convert to a perm staff UNLESS I GOT THE LUCK(meaning when ppl quit)!!! n i think I always DUN HAF THE LUCK!!! SAD MAN!!!

Oh welll...I am looking forward to attend ZZ Passing out Parade (P.O.P)..Sound like popping out...haaaa...I will definitely post pictures that i took there...hahaa....

Post more soon!!! =)

I miss everyone of u!!

2008-05-28T00:55:00.009+08:00

SORRY!!>.<

Hey guys..I didn;t update in my blog abt my bday party..But i can say that i DID enjoy myself very much even though my mood was being spoil by SOMEONE...but IT Doesn;t AFFECTED EVERYTHING..I am still very happy..I am very thankful for those tat reali come to my chalet...i am very very very HAPPY...I feel so fortunate to have so many wonderful nice funny lovely frenssss...i do miss u all even though we r not studying together anymore...U all will all be kept inside my heart FOREVER!!!..

I had upload all those wonderful pictures in friendster...(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My graduation had just over...we took lot of pictures as well...jacin came to my graduation as well..my mother fathe daddy mummy and my grandmother..heex....I think tat will be the lastime i went back to tp....i start to miss sch days..when i get to chat n haf fun wif my frenzz...not like now...i feel so bore abt my working life...=(....

Graduation pics is also uploaded in friendster..haha

(http://profiles.friendster.com/xxahyingxx)

My Best GUY fren is going army...=(...all guys got to go through this stage...Even though u can book out...but i can't find u as easy as now..=(...Thanks for ur laughter all this year...i think without u i guess my life will not be sooo wonderful at all!!!...even though i do bully u but still u will still forgive mi..haha...n i am very sorry abt ur hair...but u do look nicer now!...c i nv bluff u tat when it grow back it will be nice...hehee.... THANKS ZZ...=)

I WILL MISS U FOR SURE...=(...

2008-03-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

...Another Chapter...

3 years jus pass like tat huh???...It another chapter of my life... It isn't wonderful at all...i slack for few days and i reliase that I need money!!...where to i get to find jobs that suit mi???...i reali dunnoe where i shld head too... Engineering or Business???...Engineering i dunoe wad to work as..While business i can work onli as admin stuff???...I doesn;t want to work sales or customer services..Aiyer..

I reali afraid to find job in internet.I scare that i will click on the wrong job again. Haiz...

Everytime I need to pour all my things to u but u just trying to close urself and try not to know wad i am thinking..

2008-01-25T12:39:00.000+08:00

FAMILY??!!??...Where do i stand????

Why does i haf to take up the resonsiblilties when my fucking idiot bro slp late at night...
My father say i slp late so my fucking idiot bro follow my style...
FUCKING HELL MAN!...
Everything is my fault n push to mi...
I reali hope that i can get out of the house asap...
No matther wad i do they dun like...
Parents say it alright when my bro touch my computer without permisson man...
WHAT THE HELL...
I guess they are out of mind....
BRO got to slow talk to them be ur friends..
DUN BE BULL SHIT LA...
FOR MI THEY SHOUT at mi...
nvm it okie...
let c wad will happen in the future....
i will jus wait n c....

2008-01-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

GOOD_NEWS_FOR_LIFE!!!

Grandma: ying ar! 8 plus liao still dun wan to wake up??
mi: hmmm...orh...

I took a heavy breakfast today..( carrot cake, 2 half boil eggs, 1 cup of milo, 1 bottle of chicken essen.) for mi is heavy..hahaa

Bath n everything..went down at 9.03am plus to meet my teacher at my house carpark...

I feeling dam sleepy reali n i swear i feel like going home to slp instead of taking the TP..hahaa...but still i wan my licence...

My teacher bring mi to the circuit to practise everything single stations without fail...he point out my mistakess n scold mi this n tat...hahaa...but it ok i let him scold coz it for my own good rite..!!!...hahaa...

FINALLY my TIME HAD ARRIVIED!!!!10.45am i was ask to sit inside the room to wait for them to do explain to us everything...i was ask to do route 6..My tester is like some very old uncle he holding on to the board n follow mi to the car...

EVERYTHING started!!!....the detail i shall not explain much coz i know it will be boring 1 huh!?!...hahaa

Back to the driving center around 12pm...the tester tell mi my mistake all this n said that over all i pass...i was dam happy like helll!!!...reali n i swear i was FUCKING HAPPY LIKE SHIT LO...hahaa....

I must THANKS ALOT to uncle JAMES...He is the best driving teacher....my 2 other frens took tp once n pass.....i must reali thanks him for teaching mi so many useful things...i am very very glad to have such a wonderful n great teacher...n also the tester do give mi some chance n i pass as well...BUT STILL the credit goes all to my TEACHER...hahaa...

Anyone wan to learn driving can tell mi i will intro u all the best driving teacher!!!

Last but not least...i must thanks alot for those ppl that encourage mi all this while...THANKS YOU!!!...I LOVE U ALL!!...thanks...=)....not alot of ppl believe mi that i will pass...BUT STilll i make it le...hahaaa...=)

i will always remember this happy feeling n it for life!!!...hahaaaa

2008-01-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

FILMING OF 100% FREESIA (II)

Today we went back to LOYANG SECONDARY to do filming...omg it acutally brings back alot alot alot of memories....REALLY n i miss those days when i was playing, laughting, angrying,crying,jealousing,hmmm..still got wad???oh ya crazying...hahaa...It been 3 years n still i miss loyang!...=(

Onli manage to take some as zz is rushing us to get into our position!!>.<
BUT still we got a class pic...hopefully zz will send us soon!!....

Year2008 we went back to loyang in sch uniform not in home clothing..=)

2008-01-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

FLIMING OF 100% FREESIA (I )
ZZ project name called 100% freesia...Ugly name huh!?!?...hahaa...Today i manage to take some pic as the place is beautiful n i got a better outfit...hahaa

haha..u nv say cannot post in BLOG!

Jacin made for mi..i love it but too bad i need to remove it when i reach home..=(

More to be update nextime round!!!

2008-01-04T02:05:00.001+08:00

UPDATES!!!

Times fly??or zoom???...now it already 2008 liao...hopefully i can get a wonderful job n meet more cute,funny,handsome,pretty,kind,caring,joker,sweet ppl...it time to plan for the FUTURE liao...

I am in between of pass and fail...TP on the 15th jan....and my circuit is still sooo not up to standard.. i am stress...teacher say mi stupid n poke my head leh...*cry*...but i nv blame him, coz it for my own good. ^^....

Sch started but still i still in playing mode...haha...7 more weeks n i am out of tp not student anymore but as a jobless person.. i still can;t make up my mind wad kind of job i wan..stress huh!!!

Helping zz for his fyp..First time seeing him stress?!?!...Can;t believe it leh...he being telling us the things we shld do. N he know he is long winded...Jacin n mi helping mi FOC lo!!..hahaa..

Chinese new year coming..time to buy new clothing and i mange to get 1 onli..i need few more??...greedy ahying!...

2007-10-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

It being sooo long i last blog...i reali got lots of things to say...but i reali hate to type so much...i scare tat my blog will be a boring 1...hahaa..sickening....

Sch starting soon n i am so sian abt it...i got 2 lab tutorial not same as jason they all..yet i same as some PPL i dunoe...-_-"(ifound1blackpplsameasmi)

I reali hope that this sem will pass slowly...i noe tat there will be a great change once i finish poly...i am so afraid to face it all...i hope tat the outcome will not be as bad as i think..but still i can't help to haf negative thought...all those negative thought reali giving mi pressure....when will those pressure be gone???plz tell mi....

2007-07-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

...VromM VromM...

Tml will be my FIRST lesson to learn driving...HAHA...finally i am starting it already...wahaha...i am looking forward to this day for very very long...n THANKS to the Bursery i got from the sch tat i had apply...hahaa....I use this amount of money to learn driving...WEeee..hahaa...hope it will be a fine 1....Wish wish...

ps.iamnotasuglyaswaduthink!!!

2007-07-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

...(^_^) n (T.T)...

It Png Mei Yan 20th B'day......hahaa.....welcome aboard to the 20th boat....hahaa....nah..i am talking nonsense....reali very boring nowadays...anyway my poor jacin got chicken pox...gt to teng teng her more when i c her again....hope is soon....All my frenz sae harry potter is very not nice....but i will still go watch it ba...hahaa...sickening....SOooOoooo Boring~~~~~~=.=

2007-06-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

~~PICS~~

Alright...i am sooo sorry for the late blog..haha...sooo many things happen!!..otl went to ns liao lo...haha...it abt 3 weeks le lor...sooo fast... My project i finally got some contribution to it liao..haha...erm..My cousin ask mi to be her model for a day to do her project...hahaa... profoil pics not out yet..maybe next month. but i did use camera to take some pics...hahaa...upload now!!!!....

Nude Look

Bridal look

Bridal Look

My cousin n I

Evening Brial Look

60's Look

Nite Look

Smoky Look

Ok i look dam ugly for the 60s coz my mouth look dam red. Haha. My cousin was so stress for tat day due to haf to do 6 looks on my face. Not onli tat she haf to make my hair as well. And mi i was sooo stress as i haf to noe how to smile properly. So tat my mouth will not be sooo big...hahahaaa....shall end....

2007-06-02T02:03:00.000+08:00

Would You Be There

If I were blue
Would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
Let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
Would you be there...

If I away
Would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold be now
Would you die for me
would you run with me
All the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you will always be there to kiss my pain away

Would you be there for me...

2007-05-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

No Ideals

I reali dunnoe wad i haf being doing since sch started..i got lots of problems appearing in front of mi...

1st: family problem
2nd:Project problem
3rd:Communication problem wif "tat person"

i reali dunnoe wad to do to get off this problem...

Family problem: My bro like to talk back to my parents. The whole house is reali like market lo

Project problem: It seem tat i have not contribute to my project lo. Not sae i dun wan.. Is i reali dun noe wad the FUCK is it lo. I am trying very hard to help. But it seen tat i get no outcome in the end. ;(...how i wish this sem end faster...

Communication problem: It reali feel so suck when it keep on saying the same things again n again. And i feel very irritated...

I got nothing to add on le....

2007-05-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

~~IT NONSENSE ~~

I am here to blog...Even since i start sch i haf being slping in sch almost everyday without fail..It sucks man..I start sch at 9am end at 5.30pm..No different from normal working adult timing..BUT there is 1 very different thing is tat i dun get a single amount for my sip/mp...Which make everyone in engine sch in tp feel very low moral. Yet we still have to pay sch fee...DAM..But my group mate r good..v^-^...i feel blessed...But still i got to contribute la...

Staying at home for long hours cfm is a disaster. Wad my parent do is protecting their two"WONDERFUL SON"...Mum said tat i got problem in my mind. Coz i throw my temper last month n TODAY. Father said tat i nv respect him. And everything started was becoz of the WONDERFUL BIG SON giving mi attitude when i actually talk nicely to him...I scolded him n he talk even louder them mi..WAD THE FUCK IS THIS..HE GOT BIG EGO INSIDE HIM...So wad u r taking O level this year.

I ask mother to SHUT UP coz i noe she will gave this stupid comment * U r 20 n yet u fight wif someone younger then u*.. There is no link to it lo...Only WONDERFUL SON got self esteem but not mi. I done wrong they scold but for him they slow talk..Wad the Hell is this.. No ppl in the house understand mi. I wan freedom n yet i can't get. They sae tat gal shld not stay out late outside. Dun be bullshit lo..

All their reasons are wonderful n cfm rite. Godmother understand mi well onli.

When year to come I will cfm move out once everything is stable for mi..

!!!MOVE OUT!!!

2007-04-16T17:57:00.000+08:00

~~ HIHIHI~~

Manage to find sometime to upload pictures and updated myself...hahaa....

No much words is in this entries...hahaa...

7/4

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

I went out wif a group of frenz it was organise by JACIN!!...hahaa....we went to kbox. but no pic to prove us going there...BUT muz believe mi we really do went there...hahaaa

After tat we head to vivocity den JOLIN CONCERT.

I have picsss to prove tat i reali went to her CONCERT...hahaa...

She sae goodbye...):

....After the Concert....

Yan_Cin_Ying

Oh ya before the CONCERT....

Our Reflection

Naughty Face...:X

THE GALSSSS

My BodyGuard...wink*

We are in snow country

The red grass hat...hahaa

--------------------PresentsSs----------------------

By:Meiyan

Hand Make By:Jacin

By Meiling

By:Esther

By: Esther

By:ZZ Otl n Stepf

By:Cousins

By:Aunty

The next day 8/4

Meet Meiyan for walking around at town

We took it in Raffles city TOILET!!

Her Shoes so nice...

Wahaha she is in my hand...

10/4

I met C.huiling for shopping..but i accompany her to nyp first..That the 1st time stepping in to the sch..haha...We shop around in town too...Tat day was so funny...=)

Ps:Sorry Chl i took the pic in ur blog coz the pic i took in my camera the angle like not rite...hehee..

14/4

:B

Haha..us again

I actually cut my hair...Does it suit mi???wahahahaa

okie i am done wif my entries...

Sch reopen soon and i starting my mp and sip...irritating...wahaha....

take care everyone...

...0thdaystaiwan...

2007-04-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

O.O PASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY B"DAY GABRIEL

It over 12am so today is Gabriel B'day....All the best to him n may his wishes come true...take care fren....hahaaa...*Cheer*

Around 3 pluz afternoon i was sited on my sofa doing nothing...*ZZZZ once* Vibration...phone in my pocket...Took out press open button...HAHA....

O.o

Exam Results for 0501***G

Netinfra: Pass

Adveln: Pass

O.O

OH NO I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaa....i was dam excited happy surprised and lots more hard to describe....i didn't waste tat 1 week pluz staying at home studying ,all my hard work paid off....

AND

THANKS FOR EVERY ONE'S BLESSING AND WISHES....hahaa....

Tml is my last day of work...hahaa....FINALLY....

I miss everyone...

...12daystaiwan....

2007-04-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED C.HUILING
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENGWEN

Today is Pengwen b'day,Yst was C.Huiling b'day...Best wishes to the both of them...Enjoy urself..*Cheer*....=D....I actually had miss out 2 of their outing hope u both dun mind...But there's another outing soon...i will go for sure...heex....*waiting for tat day*

Being working for the past few days...even though the job is easy but it actually very boring job...all i do is fold clothings pack them nicely...When nothing to do...i JUZ STAND THERE STARING AT PPL....ya come on the feeling is sucks...hahaa....

Break time i am going to buy an ENG book from times as my nonsense bro gave mi a $5 voucher to spend in times...hahaaa...Hopefully that book will be nice...

Haha...shall stop here n go bath and eat...hahaa...BUAI

...15thdaystaiwan...

2007-03-29T12:12:00.000+08:00

After Monster Supp Paper Days

Finally i am out of the Monster Supp Exam's big sharp "Palm"...Previously nv run away well from the monster for 2 stages and the monster caught mi back to re_run again...Hopefully monster did c the effort tat how much i wanted to run away from it and give mi a P grade. Result out around next week or following weeks...

*God Heaven Earth Ground plz help mi*....hahaa...

Today is the 1 st day of my work.$5 per hrs. 29/03 to 04/04...Working as a salegal in TM Isetan. The job i have to do is to take good care of 6 wagon. Hopefully it rain everydays n no ppl will wanted to leave the house and i will be dam free...hahaaa...timing is nonsens..weekdays 5.30pm to 9.30pm. weekend 1.30 to 9.30...

For the pass few days i have being studying and the furthest place i had went is......."AMK HUB"...hahaa....tat time was sat n i actually went there to visit my fren's 1yrs old small baby boi boi...1yrs old--->10kg....wahahaa...he is dam heavy...but cute..stay around there for less den 2 hrs n i went off...Walk around in AMK hub bought 1 black pant $20 1 belt $10..AND i went to pasir ris.

Dun feel like going godparents house soooo early which is around 8 pluz.. i went to find otl at NTUC chat wif him while he working...soon time pass n i went home...wahahaa....juz went there to talk nonsense lo...since i am soooo free...hahaa....alright i have finish my talk...hahaa....

1 more days to C.huiling B'day . 2 more days to Pengwen B'day . 5 more days to Gabriel....hahaa...Timing all so near...Hahaa...Hope every1 enjoy themselves...=)

...18thdaystaiwan...

2007-03-24T01:44:00.000+08:00

Shitssss Daysss

Blogging at this hrs is silly..It 1.44am after hanging up the phone wif jacin i came online to do blogging. I guess i am bore to death.Study 1 chapter of the book i decided to cook noodles to eat...erm ya my teeth itchy la...hahaa.. when ever i am stress i will find something to eat to release my stress...hahaa...poor mi la..shit!!!!

Receive call from taiwan..Tone of ur voice seem kinda lively. Seem doing fine over there, like getting more use to it to the place over there which make mi feel that u r not bore or anythings. On the other hand it seem i am the 1 tat is bore n restless. Nonono!!! it shldn't be like tat. Shit x2!!!

Getting permission from father to go clubbing, but after hearing of the timing i am coming back i am not allow to go...haiz...when i will able to go...Shit x3...

Alright shall stop my shit nonsense.

Mr Bean is a very funny show 8/10...everyone shld watch it...THE CATHAY is the best place. Even though ppl sitting infront of u it will not block ur view. Not like GV. The seat is comfortable n nice...GOGOGO!!!...

Slp now...

..23daytaiwan..

2007-03-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

!!HAPPY BELATED B"DAY TO LHUILING!!

Yst was her b'day i wished her thru sms. Hahaa...Hope she had a wonderful day may her wishes come thru. 9 more days to chng huiling B;day after that 1 week later is MINE!!!!MINE!!!!MINE!!!...That day will be a wonderful day..i will be watching JOLIN CONCERT wif jacin n meiyan...MY TWO BEST BUDDY!!!...Tat whole day is belong to them...They got lots of plan but nv tell mi all...hahaa...i shall c wad they planning to do on tat day...all i do is juz dress up n prepare myself for tat day!!...hahaa...

Exam on the 28th it seem i noe how to do..but my sch supp paper is difficult..stupid sch...cheap money...hahaa...i juz study wad i shld study hopefully can pass...taking final theory on 5/4/2007 at 4pm....Hopefully i can pass this as well...i took alots of times liao....Seem soooo stupid keep on failing...hahaa....sickening..

i am hungry....my fren havenlt call mi yet...wad time am i suppose to go sch...aiyer...

..25thdaytaiwan..

2007-03-19T14:44:00.001+08:00

Monday is juz the starting of the week and i feeling soooo bore. Tml going for make up lesson for the 2 paper i had fail. Advance e and Networking. Taking this 2 paper on the 28/3...Shit ma!! i can't reali work partime lo. No time for mi. Work awhile jiu sch start again.DAm lo. Boring.

Finally i manage to put song n tagboard in my blog. Haha. I think i am too bore le...so finding extra things to do. haha. Recently i juz noe this website from 1 of my working fren. She told mi to go this website. First go www.yahoo.com den type verycd. den u click on the link. It is actually a china website. But leh u can find as much movie show n everything at there. But first u got to download emule from there FIRST!!! got time can go try.

Feeling like going out wif frenz but due to the stupid exam got to delay it..haiz...nextweek having exam le..dunnoe this time will pass both ma..dun really haf much confident in networking. And den i am having this 2 paper on the same day..shit lo..haiz..tp stupid lo..wad a stupid sch!

I wan go shopping but no money.... Recently juz format my computer so ya everything is like back to normal.haha..i finally noe how to do it liao.I am getting bore of my makeup style. I wan to make my eye lashes to look thick, my overall makeup my eye muz be look black. But no matter how i draw it is still not outstanding leh. Dun noe wad to do. Maybe try fake eye lashes.hahaa...

..28thdaystaiwan..

2007-03-04T15:36:00.000+08:00

haiz...juz now type alot lo...all gone liao la...wah...i want to sot liao....stupid lo...wan to add pic also block...wah....jnfafiojasfdsfids.........chee bye....stupid la...dun let mi post all i say...fucking hell...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............no point crying over spill milk la....------______------......

exam finish...cfm take supp paper....gone

bye bye

2007-01-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

~~BoRIng Week~~

Finally i am blogging today....this week really is a boring week....wake up go sch go home slp...end of my dayssss...nothing special leh....within this few week i got alot of project to hand in...dam...almost all need to patch up circuit....i am really not good at it...luckily the group i form with mostly guys...hohoho....they will do the work on this part....hahaa....but i got other things to do such as report...hoho....but still got to help up la...if not later got peer evalution how???den they will say i do nothing...>.<

i HATE chinese new year song lo.....especially when i walk pass a certain shop the moment i heard them playing this song i will cfm not stepping in....My mother's radio also haf...yuck!!!....dam so not nice lo....everytime say thing nia....haiz....chinese new year clothing still haven;t bought dao the 1 that i got to wear on the 1st day....dam...still lack on idea wad to wear this coming year....haiz....hahaa....BUT..............
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i am looking forward to the steamboat....hahaa...it will be dam nice lo...when all the cousins come to my house...hohoho....but this year it will not be a good chinese new year for mi....during chinese new year that week it actually counted as my study week.....haiz...

Den i need to go back malaysia for 2days 1 nite...it like i need the computer to study for my exam...i dun feel like going back lo....if i go back they cfm dun haf a good place for mi to study de...all my cousin will be playing around making so much noisy...but leh if i dun go back...mummy gonna nag mi like hell...saying mi not going back to malaysia for 2 years or so..:(

i wanted to watch death note 2 n nite at the musuem...hahaa.....but leh...it seem tat i going to miss it already....hahaa...nvm wait for vcd lo...den go rent.....hahaa...maybe if not ask fren download...

hahaa tat all for todays...no pic...haiz....hp not good in taking pictures.....sianiii...i need a "CAMERA"

bye bye everybody....ciao

2007-01-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

TimE to BlOg....>.<

Hmmm...10 of jan 2007...time pass so fast....is already the 10th.....nowadays do nothing much jiu shi go sch lo....nothing else surprising happen around mi.....den wake up go sch go home watch tv bath slp...nothing much leh...hahaaa....boring life...

okie main point!!...today after lesson went to library to use msn awhile den OTL chat wif mi....tell mi he very sad....silly de him.....actually i think maybe not time yet ba....time still not ripe...hahaa....i guess.....he told mi tat the gal going to aust soon for 3 yrs.....OTL tell u something she will come back during her holidays!!!....dun worry....her parents got money let her go oversea cfm got money to let her take flight to come back singapore during holidays.....hw will her parents let her stay alone in aust during holidays?????.....somemore she is a gal.....aiyo....u arh....dun think too much leh.....u go ns soon rite den she went oversea timing still ok ma....i tot u scare tat when u go ns u not able to accompany her???u arh always think of the bad side....when u finish ns den i think she will coming back soon le ba....if not u can work n save money den go visit her la....aiyo think of ways la....hahaa....or buy web cam to c her also can ma.....tat wad my cousin do....she is acheiving her future....so u also haf to do it to prove to her tat u really love her n wanted to give her the best in future ma.....so u also got to work hard la...u got to look ahead la.....hahaaaa......dun noe u understand ma....hahaa....

okie back to myself....hahaa....i juz wanted to complete my study to get a diploma...den hor i will get a job n save money if possible i hope to get in to SMU to get a degree....(HOPE SO)...hahaa....after getting degree i will save money den i think is time for mi to settle down....MARRY!!!....hahaaa.....i only need 2 children will do.....tat my wishes....hahaa...n i wan to be TAITAI...hoho......

i aM wiShiNg......

2007-01-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

!st Post of the Year.....

Oh no sch start le..Dam didnlt noe tat i got sooooo many things nv do lo....sickening....den keep asking jason korkor call this person tat person to check whether got to do those stupid project / assignment anot....all last min....sickening......

My 2 week holiday jiu like tat so fast jiu over le....also dunnoe wad i being doing lo....time pass sooooo dam fast.....

sch start le soo stress leh....shit also cannot shit properly lo...sickening....hahaaa.....hmmm....1 month plus time i going to sit for my main exam.....so fast lo.....juz pay sch fees nia den this sem going to finish le...tp eat money lo....haiz....

nowadays really dunnoe how to dress up properly....hahaa...like no mood to c wad to wear for the day....everytime choose n choose in the end waste alot of time....hahaa....getting more n more choosey...hahaa.....

Keep chasing this taiwan drama hahaa....zz intro de leh.....花样少年少女....so nice leh....like to watch.....zz so evil lo...annouce in his blog i am crazy....so irritating....say until i really siao....but he is not doctor leh....hahaa...so not true....hahaa....

my blog like so boring leh....jacin n zz so interesting....hahaa....otl de Broken english....but still funny.....meiling de is nice as well....she will say abt the main point of her days....

oh ya...this cute little gal is interesting....hahaa...went to her bday on 1st of jan....hahaaa.....zz cousin.....she like to cook for us to eat....hahaa...."fake food"....hahaa....den she will place the food on a bowl den put on her tray den serve to us....after serving to us she will EXPECT us to eat....den mi bb n zz will like fast pretend tat we eaten....hahaa...(actually we pour it into our hand )..the last who pour out or even pour to other bowl, the moment she saw she will look at tat person n say..."JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU" means expect us to pour into our mouth....got once zz haf no choice got to pretend, he pour into his shirt....hahaa....dam funny lo...she like to pose when taking pictures....so cute.....hahaa....hope to c her again.....

her cute face

Her sister n her....

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in case u all forget abt my face!!!!

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2006-12-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

Last day of 2006......

hahaa....today is 31/12/2006.....yst was bb bday....hahaa.....nv haf any cake except for 1 piece only....hoho.....but nv take the pic....hahaa....walk around in bugis....i finally decided to buy 1 seen like dress n it does not really look like....it PINK in colour....hahaa....i Juz LOVES pink....hahaa....maybe getting it later....hahaaa....pic took le den upload...also dunnoe got my size ma.....hahaa....it seen like alot of ppl buying....think is new stock ba i guess....n pink slipper as welll....i am juz so pinky....OH NO!!!!!.....hahaa........

Few days ago...jacin ask mi wad is my new year resolution.....i tot her i wan to be more sexy....hahaa.....hope so.....hahaa...but think hard la....dun haf bitchy look leh....only got silly look....hahaa....my actual new year resolution is to haf a smooth year ahead, healthy, pass all my exam n got more money to spend....still got alot....but i noe jiu can liao...secret...hoho.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE...

My LAst pOsT of thE yEAR....BYE 2006 u WiLL be MIss bY mi....taKe CAre....WiLL not C u anymore.....CIAO...:X

2006-12-24T12:25:00.000+08:00

~~~Christmas Eve~~~

My fav day!!hahaaa....i love christmas eve alotssssss.....hahaa....also dunnoe y....maybe to mi is special....hahaa....juz got this type of special feeling....MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance....hahaa....hope u all do enjoy urself.....how i wish i am in other snow country to enjoy the snow n wind.....i will be dam happy....even if i die on tat day i also dun mind....coz i already c n touch n feel wad i wanted the most!!!!....>.<....hahaa....

pics pics...took quite a number of pictures....got to upload soon....hahaa.....nowadays i juz keep taking out my phone n keep on taking pictures to upload in my blog....hahaa....i wish tat i got a camera....where ever i go i will be bring my camera along for sure.....hahaa.....

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WHO WANTS TO BUY FOR MI....hahaaa.... i wan (PINK) colour....

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!.....

2006-12-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

IKEA & COURTS trips~~~~~

hahaa....fine weather....went to IKEA n Courts located in between tamp n pasir
ris...hahaa....weird location....went to IKEA first followed by COURTS....hahaa.....I love the way they design hw furniture shld be place in a show room at IKEA.......hahaa....*OMG* IKEA is a huge maze lo....sickening....u walk here n there it look the same....haha......weird things is i feel like slping lo when walking....dunnoe y....hahaa.....Courts gt nothing leh....no suprise de....hahaa.....

Yan went MOS today....aiyer she so xinfu can c handsome guysss.....muz be enjoying now....hahaaa.....

oh ya got dumpling for today...hahaa....i ate alots sia....dam nice to chew....hahaa....mother will always say this sentense the moment u put the dumpling into ur mouth...."u r 1 year older" >.< ya so wad i am 1 yr older which is 20 n yet i still got to reach home as early as possible....irritating....so i rather she dun mention anything...wahahaa...

end of today trip~~~no pic today...

2006-12-22T01:05:00.000+08:00

BB is Back!!!!

Heting back on tue morning....early flight....hahaa....bought a necklace for mi....kinda sweet ba i guess...=.=....hahaa....brunei got nothing to shop....he going taiwan soon...i think for woman who went there cfm alot of things to buy....hahaaa.....so many days raining....i keep imaging it is snowing...hahaa...n pretent that i am in oversea...so tat is will be like those xmas atmosphere hahaa....dreaming again.....

Today went to catch a movie at cathay...eragon...this story is abt the dragon n the person being choose as the rider...btw the rider soooo handsome...Oops!!!...hahaa....to mi is interesting...i love dragon story...hahaa....3.5/5...hahaa...there will be eragon 2 too...hahaa...the evil person haven;t die yet...wahaha....think next year den haf ba...hahaa

Sushi for dinner....love soft shell crab....hahaa.....dam nice....hahaa...photo taking session...hahaa....orchard lighting not nice at all...so budget lo....hahaa....nothing much leh....so disappointing....hahaa....nvm wait for next year ba.....ciao~~~~

I am Being Force to Pose

Dun Poke my nose

i am DEAD

Sotong slping

Slip slip...yum yum....

My necklace....

Slping time>.<....

2006-12-18T16:57:00.000+08:00

Boring Mon...

Bore....haha...juz staring of the first day of the 2 weeks holiday i feel bore....Oh no how can tat be...i am weird....hahaa...i got the photoshop programme yet i dun really noe how to use it....hahaa....but i using hp zone to edit my pic instead....hahaa...today only at home shake leg...haha...and watch youtube..dam nice...zz intro...so funny....hope they upload ep 5 as soon as possible....

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*After*

haha is there any different???
,_,DrEaMinG,_,

2006-12-17T11:39:00.000+08:00

SunDaY....

So Cold~~~~.....it Raining early in the morning....so cold n nice.....hahaa...oh....i juz reborn my hair....pictures will upload later when i got the "photoshop programme"....will put in the before n after pic.....hahaa....i need tat programme to cover up my "DARKCIRCLE"@.@

Hahaha.....yst i juz noe tat zz n otl even haf their blog....hahaa...scolded zz for not telling mi for sooooo long....how can this happen....i got to noe too....haha....in the end he say SORRY wor....tat better....for otl...nv tell mi also nv will scold him....hahaa....coz ppl say his eng very lousy....haha...i think i better dun read too much....:X...haha....j/k la....hope they update often...jacin baby going to haf 1 soon liao...i am waiting....

Oh ya godmother going to give mi $100 for my chinese new year clothing...gona spend wisely....hahaa....i am planing wad to buy now...hahaa...

ENDED wif a sMiLe....

muMmy BacK

2006-12-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

MumMy BaCk!!!!
this is juz my 2nd entry...hahaa....tml still got 1 more stupid life science paper.....boring...i have being having the stupid term test for the whole week!!!....and i can even enjoy when no one at home to nag mi....Mummy coming back from malaysia today.....she only buy mi 2 underwear....aiyer....so little ONLY....anyway nv blame her la....hahaa....at least better den NONE!!!.....FinaLLy Able To haF HomE MaKe diNNEr!!...hahaa...TML i am going to reborn my messy hair....hahaa....bye bye messy hair...i gonna haf long n staight hair soon....wahahaa....i going broke...no money....but dunwan to work...lazy like shit....sch work making mi stress up like wad....dam.......

GOne.. ~.~

Dam!!!...i am back!!!

2006-12-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

!!I aM baCK!!

hahaa...it seen so long i start to explore this blog again....i did try to blog before but i juz dun noe how to make it nicer....but now quite a number of frenz using this blog....so i can stand to use it....hahaa....tml i got MCT term test paper....eeeee....i am so no mood to study....most of my frenz ALREADY finish their exam....it not FAIR....anyway nothing is fair in this world.....hahaa....i going to change my background as soon as possible...wahaha....

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._. GonE to hEr OwN WOrLd ._.